Pebbles on road (poetry collection)

Why to blame,behind it all its my name.-by rebeca

I chose the way my life today is,

no one else on the earth ever did it.

I decided what my life's going to be like.

Then why am i not glad to see my life's misery and spikes.

And when something goes wrong,

i say its all your fault.oh God!

I don't understand my anger's flame,

as why not to blame,

when behind it all its someone else's name.

I don't know why every one think i can only paint.

Why they don't know that i write,coz i ain't,

open my heart,and tell all of them.

That i write,and that's why i am overwhelm.

And when i don't get for,my words an award,

i say its all your fault.oh God!

I don't understand why i didnt got thet fame.

As why not to blame,

when behind it all, its someone else's name.

And when i sit alone.

In the darkest part of my home.

My heart says it was never his(God's) fault,

and all of a sudden,

all the miseries come to a halt.

As if i lost all the burden.

Dont give any one you'r miseries credit,

what you have to do is just accept it.

Life became easy when i came,

to know, why to blame,

as behind it all its my name.

By-rebeca