lost

packing

A H N G I E

- a few days after trinitys death. -

we all feel like shit. nobodys talked to each other in days. i feel like my mouth was sewed shut, like i was turned into a doll.

jays room is still a mess. she sobs almost every night. shes a mess. she wears joggers, and trinitys shirts and or sweaters. she would skate to rileys house ever so often. they'd talk about kateryna, then trinity, then cameron. which led onto jay having some sort of attack. she hasnt eaten in almost a week too.

calyssa and isabel have been going to work, mopey. they still cant believe shes gone. they talked with no emotion at school. it was horrible. the kids noticed it too. they thought that they were the best teachers, but now they noticed how theyve been acting. they told them, that a very close friend has passed and to not be so loud. of course they listened and did as told.

after everyone comes home, were all sitting in the kitchen on our phones. jay clears her throat, grabbing everyone's attention.

" i think we should all move to los angeles. my aunt has a house that shes willing to give to me. and she'll put it under my name as soon as we get there. this house has a lot of memories, but we have to let go. " she states.

we all nod.

" im up for it, i really have no where to go. " i say

" well, isabel and i are fine with it. just as long as i can take payton. and we were planning on leaving that school. " calyssa adds.

" yeah you can take payton, i had an extra ticket anyways.." jay says. we all knew the extra ticket was for trinity.

" alright, ill give you guys some boxs and we'll send them to la once were done? oh and itll be easier because i have a digitour event there. " jay adds

" yeah " we say and head up to our rooms. jay gives us boxs and i start packing. whatever we leave the people will take it. most of the house in la was furnished anyway.

J A Y

after i finished packing, i went onto instagram. i had trinitys phone in my other hand. my bio was really full so i changed it.

j a y
twentytwo.
"bye babe. see you later."
trinity 💟

i saved it and went onto trinitys phone. i looked at the lockscreen it was a picture of all of us. ( trinity, jay, ahngie, isabel, calyssa and tommy. ) my heart broke a little bit more inside. i layed down in my bed, i just want her back.