going back home

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trinitys pov.

the depressions getting worse

i thought.

" let's go home tomorrow ? " i ask the girls.

" yeah, the sooner the better. " calyssa speaks.

i hop out of bed and grab jays and i's luggages. i open them and start to pack our stuff. once im done, i see a navy blue box inside one of the pockets. i take it out and see a ring. there are jewels on it. and engraved into it was t + j. i put it back and pretended like nothing ever happened. i changed and got into bed with jay.

" its getting worse isn't it. all i wanted was for all of us to have fun. and now we have to leave because of my depression. if i didnt have this, we would be fine. its all my fault. i shouldve just killed myself when i had the chance!" jay says

" babe, "

" no! just stop. its no use. " she breaks into tears, and sobs.

" baby, cmon. you know this is bad. "

" of fucking course i know! if i was dead in january, you guys wouldn't be worrying about me. " i hear the girls rush in, as i break into tears. my baby almost killed herself.

" we have to go home, now. " isabel states.

" o-okay " i sob.

we go downstairs with our stuff and pack it into our car. kate and calyssa are driving this time so that ahngie and i can keep an eye on jay.

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