Movie Boy // Newtmas AU

Day Ten

"Tommy no." My mouth blurts out, I mentally curse for my mind being stronger than my body. He frowns and lets go of my hand,

"Okay Newt." He answers innocently and walks inside the bathroom by himself, I hear the click of the lock and the running of the shower. Great, my body is cursing and crying why whereas I know in my heart and mind that saying no was the right decision. My throat is dry and I walk downstairs to the kitchen, I throw some bacon in the pan, not bothered about messiness or the fact that little bits of hot fat is spitting out of the pan and hitting my arms and hands. I sigh and turn the bacon over, I hear footsteps and turn to see Thomas in a white shirt, black jeans and a red hoody. His damp hair resting on his forehead, oh I missed that opportunity. I mentally curse again before butting the bacon in two sandwiches and handing him one of the two. I then take my own and we sit at the table in silence, not an awkward one it's just that there is literally nothing to talk about.

"This is good." He says halfway through his sandwich, I simply acknowledge him with a nod and a glance before looking back at my plate, the rest of the meal is in silence before I suggest the café and he nods. I get up and have a quick shower before sliding on a white button down shirt, black skinny jeans and my leather jacket. I leave my hair as it's half dry already and walk back to Thomas. He laughs a little,

"We're both wearing white tops and black jeans." He explains and I nod cautiously before chuckling a little, I grab my keys and slide on white converse, him putting his white vans from the night before on and we walk out of the apartment.

"So, you thinking of going home?" I ask him as we walk downstairs,

"Well I don't know, I love spending time with you but I don't want Teresa to think I'm kidnapped and if I'm away for too long my dad -" He stops short and doesn't finish his sentence, I'm tempted to question his sudden ending but refrain myself and keep quiet.

"You can go home if you want." I tell him and hear him let out a deep breath that he was probably holding, it's eerily quiet at 10:37 on a Saturday morning. I push that out of my mind and then the question of why did he stop clouds my thoughts.

"I have to." Is all he answers with before we get outside, we decide to walk as it's nice out today. There are a few people out walking about, we reach the café 10 minutes later (estimate) and go inside, the bell ringing to signal new customers. I see Cas and walk to her,

"Lemme guess a tea, 1 sugar and a mango smoothie?" She asks just as I open my mouth to order the exact words she had just spoken. I shut it as I looked like a gaping fish and nod, she smiles at me before making the drinks. I go and sit down, there is an old couple at a table and a mum with her young child,

"How are you?" Thomas asks out of the blue and I shrug,

"In all honesty, I'm alright, neither good nor bad." I answer and see an emotion cross his eyes, I'm not quick enough to recognise it before he looks down, "How are you Tommy? In all honesty?" I ask and when he glances up I lock eyes so there is no escaping the question I just inquired.

"Scared, but then also over joyed when I see you and know that the look in your eye when you look at me is the same emotion I feel." He replies and blinks, but he keeps the eye contact,

"Why are you scared?" I ask him quietly and he shrugs,

"The future." Is what he says, we sit in silence for a minute before Cas calls,

"MY OTP YOUR DRINKS ARE READY." and as I doubt that the lady and her child or the old couple are her otp I rise from my seat and get the drinks, I sit down and Thomas smirks at me, we enjoy our drinks and converse in casual things, like parties, friends, events happening soon. I glance around and feel self conscious when I see the lady with her child giving us a disgusted look after Thomas kissed my cheek, I look down and feel like I'm gonna cry.