"I don't want to kill myself, Julia. Now if you'll excuse me I am going to get my food. I kind of ran out of my house without eating" I say calmly and stand up, walking towards the counter.

I quickly look over the menu and tell the cashier my order.

After a few minutes I am handed my order and I walk back with my tray to where Julia is sitting.

"Can you tell me everything?" She asks.

I shrug, taking a bite out of my burger then say. "It's simple, I walked in on my mate having sex with Gabriella. Then I rejected him and left my house"

"You ran away?" She gasps.

I roll my eyes "No, I am going back to my house. I just left to clear my mind plus we were going to see each other today anyways. Kind of the reason I walked in on them. I was going to ask Gabriella for a shirt"

"Oh, well if you want you can stay at my house" She offers but I shake my head.

"I don't want to leave my home, plus it's not a big deal. Don't worry about it"

"Not a big deal? You were so excited about meeting him" she says.

"Yeah well that excitement went away as soon was my sister said 'OMG I scored an Alpha his name is Ian blah blah blah'" as soon as I say that Julia goes as pale as a ghost.

"Uh, you okay Jules?" I ask.

"Yeah, I- uh I am fine. I need to go though. Call you later?" She quickly says, standing up.

"Umm, sure?" I say.

"Give me a hug" She says urging me to stand up.

I laugh "Haha fine" I say and give her a tight hug.

With that, she lives me to devour my Big Mac.

Ian's POV

I was currently telling Cameron everything that had happened.

The self hate I was feeling right now was terrible.

"C'mon man, it's not that bad. Who knows maybe she'll forgive you" Cameron says with a frown.

I shake my head "She rejected me, I messed up. I should've listened to you, to Julia. To my damn parents everyone was right." I say wiping my eyes with my sleeve.

"Don't beat yourself up like that man, be positive" Cameron says, running his hands over his face.

"She was so beautiful, she had red hair and green eyes and she looked so happy and I had to go and ruin all of it"

Cameron just stares at me.

I stand up and walk to the bathroom to wash my face.

My eyes were all watery and swollen from crying and my nose was red.

I looked like shit.

Exactly how I felt.

Suddenly I could smell her scent.

Before I could even think about it I run out of the bathroom to my front door where I see Julia walking in.

I walk closer to her and realize that Isabella's scent is on her.

"You were with her?" I breath out.

She glares "You are an awful person"

I look down shamefully "I know"

"I am so disgusted"

"How is she taking it?" I ask weakly.

"I am not talking about her with you" She hisses.

"I just want to know if she is okay" I mumble.

She scans over my face and her features soften "She is acting as if it is not affecting her but I know she is hurt and angry"

"Do you think she would forgive me?" I ask.

She shrugs "I honestly have no idea. Isabella can be unpredictable with her feelings"

"How long have you know her?" I ask.

She sighs "About 3 years"

I then get an idea "You could maybe keep me updated on her-"

Julia cuts me off.

"I am not spying on her, who do you think I am?" She hisses, her guard up again.

I shake my head quickly "It's not spying, just...you tell me how she's doing. I promise I won't annoy her or anything I just want to know about her life"

"I-I don't think she would like that" Julia says, rubbing her hands together.

"She won't know, all you will do is tell me if she is alright" I plead.

"Alright" she mumbles and storms past me.

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Hey guys I know this chapter sucked and it made no sense but I just feel you guys need to know a little bit about everyone before we hop onto the good stuff :-)

So yeah please don't stop reading because of this crappy chapter I promise it will get better :)

On the bright side, THERE'S A NEW TACO EMOJI! 🌮🌮🌮 also a middle finger emoji but I feel it would be inappropriate to put it haha

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