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Yes, I know I haven't been active for like 5 years, but honestly, I really don't know what to write.

I honestly doubt that any of you are gonna read this, at all, really, but I have to put this out there.

This is selfish, I know, but I've been so alone these past few weeks. I've never felt so insignificant. I lost someone I once considered my best friend. No, she's not dead. (Nor is your sister the person I'm talking about, Scorpio) She just decided I wasn't good enough for her.

And it really hurt.

These days I've been trying to talk to her, but no, she always has something more important to say or someone more important to talk to or she just sort of nods and looks away.

It's hurt my self-esteem really badly. I thought I was important to her, and I was, for a time, but not anymore. Maybe I'm making a big deal about this, but I broke down crying in front of her, and what does she do? She just glances over and walks away.

Do you honestly realize how much that hurt? I know, it happened ages ago, but still, if you respected me you would care, but I'm pretty sure you'd just brush me off. "Ugh, whatever Kirstiene, let it go already, that was like last month."

I bet that's what you thought, wasn't it?

And at PREP, what did you do? You abandoned me without a second thought. What happened to me being one of the only ones who could calm you down?

Why don't you take some time and evaluate those who are truly important to you? I'd like to know whether I actually mattered or not.

See you at school, Diana.

(Fandomgeek910)