Ignoring me why? Part 1

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'Shark dam why did I have to be in his class to be honest I really don't want to be looking at him or even talking to him right now' I got pulled out of my thoughts by mr Kay "ok twilight you can sit next to um" as he was looking around people were saying me sit next to me or come over here I'll help her "ummm you can go sit at the back next to shark Kastle shark raise your hand please" 'uh why him' I thought as I was making my way to the purple haired boy once I sat down an awkward silence came upon us 'forget this' I thought but just then he started saying something "umm hi Sahara" he said I felt my heart ack he did remember I just turned and looked outside "Sahara aren't you gonna say hi or have you forgotten me" he said I felt tears coming up 'how could I forget' I thought "Sahara look at me" he said but I didn't listen "fine whatever I didn't want to talk to you anyway geez your acting like I'm the one that left" he replied with venom in his voice thats when he'll broke loose and i had to quickly leave as I could feel myself breaking down i ran out of the room with everyone looking at me then glaring at shark who looked shocked at my actions I ran to the toilet and started sobbing in the stall "stupid shark it's his fault he broke the promise it's not my fault it's his" I said muttering to myself I stayed in there until lunch and when I came out I went to the cafeteria but as I was looking around I saw a girl with hair that of a cat and her face kinda looked like a cat to she looked lonely so I decided to walk up to her and talk to her "hello there" I said she looked up at me surprised and looked back down "h-hello" she replied "I'm twilight what's your name" I asked "umm cat" she replied "nice to meet you cat why are you all alone" I asked "umm well no one likes me and I don't really have the courage to talk to other people so yeah" I felt sympathetic for her I crouched down so we were looking at each other and started to sing which caused silence to fill the cafeteria and all you could hear and see was me singing to who I hope would be a new friend "cat" I said

(This song is called little me by nightcore)

She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl voice so quiet you don't hear a word Always talking but she can't be heard,

You can see there if you catch her eye,
I know she's brave but it's trapped inside,
Scared to talk but she don't know why,

Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see,

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,

Little me

Yeah, you got a lot of time to act your age,
You can't write a book from a single page,
Hands on the clock only turn one way,

(Yeah)

Run too fast and you'll risk it all,
Can't be afraid to take a fall,
Felt so big but she looks so small,

Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.

[everything in brackets Sahara sings plus backup from here on]
From here some other girls decided to join me and they started to sing what would be the chorus of the song

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.
(Know that right here, right now)

By this point of the song me and the other girls are standing in the table singing to cat with a big crowd around us filming and clapping to the beat I saw cat starting to smile so we continued

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be, oh,
Little me

Little me, yeah

(Tell you one thing I would say to her)
This note agent high so I to actually hit the note I had to close by eyes and crouch down then shoot back up like I did at the concert

[All the girls except sahara]
I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

(You got to) you gotta speak up, (You got to) you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,
Little me

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,

[Cat]
Oh Little me

After that everyone clapped and I went back down to cat "there's no need to be afraid cat go express yourself who knows maybe you'll make a lot of friends and I hope we can be friends to" I asked she looked at me smiling and nodding saying "I would love to be friends with you" "great that's great" then I hugged her "ok well I gotta go now" said "ok see you later" she replied waving out to me as I did the same back on my way out people were asking me to sign autographs take pics ect but I wasn't in the mood for that right now so I just walked out side thinking but then I ended up getting knocked out of my thoughts by a familiar purple haired boy "hey Sahara can we talk" I just turned around I don't want to talk to him right now "look Sahara please I don't know what I did to make you upset with me but please just look at me I want to see your face again please" I heard him plead it pained my heart to hear him in pain but he broke the promise and friends aren't suppose to do that "Sahara look at me" he said again grabbing my body and spinning me around "why are you ignoring me, out of all people why me?" He asked he looked like he was in so much pain I felt tears in my eyes looking at him like that " b b because you b broke our promise" I broke and I stood going to leave but he grabbed my wrist and looked at me as if he was gonna cry to he looked me in the eyes and said "what promise" I stared at him and said" I said in that letter to forget me but you didn't you remember me you were suppose to forget me I said FORGET ME" I ended up yelling the last bit and got out of his grip and ran ran for my life but what was I suppose to do I was terrified seeing him again I didn't want to face all the hatred he probably had on me because I left him without even telling him 'I'm so selfish' I thought.

That's part 1 done part 2 should be up soon see ya remember comment and vote bye 😉

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