Lucky Fan Girl (BTS J-HOPE FANFIC)

I Don't Care

The next few days I didn't see or hear from J-Hope, it makes me sad...

I mean I have to understand, he's fucking famous. He doesn't have time to socialize.

Sigh.

Guess it was just a lucky thing.

Lena went back home. I didn't even tell her what happened with me and J-Hope, I was scared she might makes things crazy like tell other Armys, so I kept to myself.

But I'm alone, once again.

In Seoul.

Work is normal. Boring.

But I've been feeling so down..I hardly check Twitter or Fancafe.

It's like what happened with J-Hope, never happened at all. What if it was all in my head O.o?

Let me just set it aside for now and focus on myself.

I finished packing my belongings and I was finally leaving work. I said goodbye to my coworkers and once I stepped outside, I gasped.

J-HOPE IS RIGHT THERE. WAITING FOR ME.

"What are you doing here?" I asked calmly.

But deep down I'm screeching.

He smiles, "I wanted to surprise you."

I just died.

"Oh..hehe..how nice of you." I avoided his gaze.

"Sorry I've been idle, I kinda been busy with practices and sound checks."

"Oh no. Do your thing. Don't worry about me, I'm just...working." I said awkwardly.

He chuckled, "I knew you'd understand. Did you know sometimes fans get fed up if I don't update with them often? I mean my gosh will you just let me breathe?"

So we upset you...I'm sorry.

"Oh.." was all I said.

"Yeah..anyway, shall we start walking?" He gestured me to hold his arm.

I gladly did so but I was nervous.

"Uhm..Hoseok?"

"Mm?"

"Aren't you afraid a fan might see us?"

"Nah. I'm hardly recognized."

What the hell? Are you dumb?

"Sure about that?" I asked.

"Mhm. Positive." He assured.

"Ok then..."

Then that means I'll keep a look out.

But I'm afraid.

This can't be happening...as much as I try to believe it, it just doesn't seem real. J-Hope walking me home? Like huh? No..

I moved away and put my hands in my pockets.

He looked at me confused, "Hey..what's the matter?"

I've read fanfics and even had dreams..it never ends well. A fan and idol relationship always has drama. I can't do this.

"I'm sorry Hoseok, but stay away from me." I warned.

"What the hell?" He exclaimed.

"Look I don't want your fans to attack me so..please. Don't make me go through such things. I'm sorry.." I fast walked away from him.

As much as it BROKE ME to do that. I had to! Ain't no saesangs coming after me.

I felt a tear stream down from my cheek, I wiped it and sniffled.