Complicated.

The Argument

CREATOR NOTE!!: HELLOO!! so I don't write here much so pretty much my first fanfic YEAH OK BYE

Pin's POV

Me and Coiny got into an argument once again. It was just about three months ago but I keep thinking about it for some reason. It's agitating...It's his fault, why wouldn't it be? Fuck, what am I saying...it was all me. All my fault. Only if I didn't..UGH! Why did I say those things? I... Sigh..
I lay down in bed, closing my eyes. All of those horrible words I said to Coiny... I can never forgive myself now. We're probably not even friends anymore. This is all my fault. My fault, my fault MY FAULT.

Eventually, I fell asleep. It took a long while though. I kept overthinking. I woke up at like an hour later, at nine PM.
"Ngh...I feel fucking horrible." I say.
I get up after a few minutes and put on my shoes.
I walked to a nearby bar. I don't know how many shots I took. But I did walk home that night. That's pretty much all I remember. I must've gotten really drunk then because my hangover fucking sucks.. While I was drunk, I apparently texted Coiny "I miss u. im sorry. Please come back"
Fuck. I TEXTED HIM THAT?? Shit, shit, SHIT! Okay, ugh did he see it? FUCK, HE DID! Now I can't delete it. Fuck. FUCK.
I quickly texted him again "IM SORRY I WAS DRUNK"
I put my phone down and groan. My headache still hurts badly. Do I have painkillers? I do.
I get up to go get my painkillers from my bathroom drawer. I take one and swallow it with a bottle of water.
A few minutes later, I felt much better. Well. My headache is gone but my mental health is horrible now.
I got ready for work, maybe my job will take my mind off of all of this? Yeah. Perfect.
I go to work once I get ready and greet my boss, Gaty.
"Hey, Gaty.." I say
"You look tired. Are you alright, Pin?" She asked with a worried expression.
"I'm fine. I just have a hangover, it's a little better though." I respond, truthfully.
"Had fun?"
"No." I respond almost immediately as I clocked in. Gaty looked worried but she didn't press me further. Good, she doesn't need to know my business anyways.
I check my phone to see if Coiny ever responded. He didn't. He just left me on seen. I scoff and just block him. I'm sick of him anyways. I..maybe. Whatever.

I went back home after I clocked out. I just wanted to go to sleep until Needle texted me..?
"Hey pin...sorry to bother but why'd you block Coiny?"
Why the fuck is she in our business!? I text her back angrily.
"Why are you in my but? Fuck off."
I never liked Needle anyways. She is so annoying.
I set my phone down after blocking Needle as well. I don't need my health to get worse. I lay on my side on my bed. I can't sleep. Oh my point...I miss Coiny so much.
I start crying. I cried like I haven't let any emotions out for the past five years. In this case that's true but it's been like three months. I cried for a while. A long while. I felt a little better afterwards but not too long after, I fell asleep. I've cried myself to sleep. I'm gonna call off of work because I can't even focus on anything. It's just...ugh. I wish this never happened.
I'm sorry, Coiny. I really am.

CREATOR NOTE: okay sorry this was short, it's almost 4am and I'm tired ok bye, see ya in the next chapter ^^