Better Than Toast (A Phanfic)

Something Is Wrong

Dan--
Phil is noticing things. He noticed I was being quiet. Next thing you know he's going to notice that I like him. Yeah I like Phil. He thinks I don't, but I definitely do. He doesn't like me though, because he probably wouldn't have been so chill about walking in on me being naked. I cannot fuck this up. He can't know. Ever. He would probably never want to speak to me again if I told him. If he would stop acting like we were dating then we wouldn't have this problem! He always seems like he's flirting and I don't know if he is joking around or if he doesn't notice he's doing it, because he wouldn't purposely do that unless it was a joke...would he? Ugh he's so confusing. It doesn't help that we live together so if we ever watch a scary movie and one of us gets scared (usually me) then we always end up cuddling, because it's what we do. We are the kind of friends who do things that a couple would do but we are just friends. I would be okay with something more, but Phil? He would never date me. He hasn't ever actually dated anyone except for this one girl when he was younger that he said was a beard. I have never dated anyone, because I have liked Phil ever since I was old enough to know what liking somebody was. I love him more than anything else in the world. He is my sunshine and I would be completely lost without him. My family wasn't happy with me being gay but they said that they still loved me, but I decided to move out just so I wouldn't have to see the looks of disgust they gave me whenever I even talked to a guy. Phil knew they weren't happy about it so he moved with me. He does things like that and expects me not to like him. He left his family whom he loves and they love him back just to live with me so I wouldn't have to be alone. How swe-
"Mr. Howell could you answer my question please?"
"Sorry Miss I zoned out. I apologize."
"It's fine don't do it again."
"Yes ma'am." Next thing I know I have the black hair, blue eyed beauty whispering in my ear. "Dan what's wrong? You never zone out that badly. I know something is wrong."
"Phil I'm fine you can't do anything to fix this, and you probably wouldn't want to if you knew what was wrong."
"Yes I would Dan! I'm willing to help you with anything and you know that."
"You really wouldn't want to help with this, okay? Just drop it please?"
"Fine, but we are talking about this at home!" Oh god he's not gonna leave it alone now is he? Well time to do what I do best...look like I have no emotions except happy ones! That sounds like a wonderful plan doesn't it? I thought so.
He really doesn't want to know. I can't lose the only person I really care about.

A/N yoooo so that's chapter two. Hope you enjoyed it. Comment, vote, be a llama giraffe turtle lion hybrid.

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