my girl.. (BWWM-INTERRACIAL)

chapter 15

Chapter 15
Saturday November 7 2015
Jordan POV

We got to my house and I invited the boys to stay at my house for the night. I went in my bathroom putting a part in the middle of my hair and then pulling it into a long low pony tail. I then put on Grey sweatpants and a red sports bra. I went in my bed and fell asleep.

I groaned hearing my phone go off I opened my eyes and answered my phone walking to my bathroom "hello" I said groggily. I looked at myself in the mirror. Eww I splashed water over my face "jordan" I heard on the other line, I looked at the caller ID and sure enough it was the only person who I needed to see. I then looked at the time and it was 4:32 am. My eyes widened. I thought it was day time. "Cameron talk to me, where are you?!" I ran downstairs "cameron please" I said I heard him sniffling and I was honestly about to cry "I just wanted to hear your voice one last time" he said "cameron tell me where you are please" I begged him "hell" he said then hung up . I tried calling him back about 200 hundred times. Hell? What is hell? I started thinking about every location I've ever heard of. Then it hit me. his fucking house! I ran out of the door and jumped in my car. I continued to try and call but i still didn't get an answer "SHIT!" I threw my phone in the back of the car. I made it to his house and ran out the car. I started pounding on the door for several minutes before I tried turning the knob. It was unlocked thank you Jesus. I walked into the house and it was dirty and smelled like piss, weed, beer, dirty sex, and shit. I saw people all around the place but I have yet to see. Cameron. I walked up the stairs and opened random doors until I Found a room with lights on. This was most definitely his room. I walked around it, peeping another door, I opened it but quickly wished i hadnt. my heart broke at the sight.  Cameron lay against the wall, blood drops on the floor and a blade in his hand "oh cameron" I kneeled down and sat on his lap I brushed his hair out of his face "cameron, talk to me please talk to me" the tears were flowing down my face "jordan why did you stop me?everyone would be so much happier jordan why did you do that" he yelled at me "I wouldn't be cameron, listen you aren't leaving me. I'm not letting you go anywhere" I told him. "I hurt you jordan, I had to hurt myself. They hate me. Everyone hates me" he was sobbing "i love you cameron I LOVE YOU!" I grabbed his face looking him in his eyes "I love you Cameron" I told him again "I love you to Jordan" then I took the risk and kissed him.

My eyes opened to see a face, not just any face, but a beautifully, broken, face.  My finger trailed over his lips and cheek bones carefully trying not to wake him, he's had a bad couple of days and I needed to give him a break. I got up and stretched my body out. I got no sleep what so ever last night, how could i after a night like that? We slept together in a guest room because I didn't want to wake Lina up. I brushed my teeth and washed my face and re did my pony tail. I looked at the clock and it was 12:01 pm. I walked downstairs and saw everyone talking and eating "good morning" I yawned i heard them say it back "didn't know you had tattoos, especially that one on your rib cage" James pointed out. I had a group of black and white roses on the right side of my rib cage it was my biggest and favorite one. "You guys don't know a lot about me" I said "oh I found Cameron, he's upstairs, but he needs a minute" I told them letting their faces slump again. "He'll come around" I told them grabbing my plate and cup. I walked upstairs and into the guest room I closed and locked the door and looked at an awake Cameron "perfect" I smiled handing him his food. "Thanks jay" he said and kissed my cheek. I sat on his thighs and stared at him "you're a little weird and a bit creepy" he said drinking some of his juice. "Yeah whatever" I said standing up. He grabbed my waist "where are you going?" he pulled me back down just to crawl on top of me. The problem with this is, he's shirtless, he has abs and a sleeve with a couple of other tattoos. I had on a sports bra so you never know what could happen right now. "I didn't know you had tattoos" Cameron said touching the one on my rib cage "that's my favorite one. Also the most painful" I stated. He put my hands over my head, thank god I shaved, he ran his hand over my stomach and looked back at at me "you better not camerOOOOO" I screamed when he started tickling me then I started laughing "GET OFF!" I said he started laughing and stopped tickling me. I tried rolling us over and he chuckled at my pathetic attempt "its not my fault you weigh like 800 pounds" I said and laughed. He grabbed my waist and flipped us over so I was on top of him. I grabbed his hands and started playing with them "I love you Jordan" I looked up at him and bit my lip I bended down and kissed him "I love you to" I said "BUT, there are people down stairs waiting for you, so let's go" I took his hand and pulled him off of the bed and downstairs. We walked to longue room but I got some food from the kitchen "Cameron!" I heard Lina yell I turned around and saw Cameron had picked her up and then she hit him in the head "ow, what did you do that for?" He asked her rubbing his head "for leaving" she said smacking him again. "I missed you to Lina" he kissed her cheek "how was hanging out with Jordan?" He looked at Rileigh "wait what the fuck? You aren't Jordan. And why are you guys here?" He asked then boys "where the fuck did Jordan go?" He turned around and I was right behind him "um are you okay?" I asked him taking a bite out of my nutri grain bar. "You're Jordan" he said I nodded slowly. "Who's that?" He pointed to my sister. "Who?" I asked him "her, right there" he said "I don't know what your talking about cam, are you feeling okay?" I asked him "Jordan I swear, she's literally right in front of us" he said. I couldn't take it anymore, I started laughing and so did everyone else. "That's my twin Rileigh, and my cousins tori and Teegan" I said sitting on the couch, but he slide under me. "So what happened last night? Jordan was freaking out all day, almost killed James and I, and we were until 2 am looking for you. We also Skipped half the day of school and Jordan Skipped her eye appointment" Ben exclaimed I felt his grip tighten on me "yeah I have to make this up to all of you especially jordan and Ben. I took advantage of you guys and I apologize. I also probably just fucked up my first impression with your sister and cousins" he said 'I'll make up everything I promise" he finished. "Dude, shut the hell up" Austin said "everything is fine the way it is, there is nothing to fix" I said he sighed "I'm sorry guys" he said and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Its okay" I said. I was still a little hurt that he almost took his life, but he didn't so I'm thankful. "Hey why doesn't Rileigh go to our school?" James asked "its a long complicated story" we said at the the same time. "We can go to sky high today" tori said. I don't care where we go. I actually just wanted to sleep I got 2 hours and I am beyond tired. "You guys can go, I'll meet you all there." I said standing up. "Where are you going?" Cameron asked "eye appointment" I said walking away. I yawned and got in my shower hoping it would awaken me. It didn't. I got out about to drop my towel until i saw Cameron in my room "Goodness!" I squeezed the towel tighter to my body "what are you doing?!" I was uncomfortable, I was standing naked in front of him. "I just came to say thank you, you have saved my life more than-" I had to interrupt him "wait Cameron can I get dressed first?" I asked walking to my dresser. I got a pair of panties and a bra and three it on my bed having a complete brain fart. I couldn't eve  turn around right now "just get out" I said biting my lip I heard cameron start laughing "hey its sexy" he said "go!" I said I heard the door open and close. I turned around and looked at my black under clothes lace set. I sighed and pulled out some leggings and a purple sweatshirt and put on my black high top converse. I kept my hair in its messy pony tail and put on my glasses. I grabbed my body bag and left the room, running into cam. "Do you want me to come with you?" He asked me "no its okay" I said he nodded "just text me" he said I smiled "good bye cameron" and he gave me a kiss and left.