20. What is the most vivid memory you have of self harm.
Well it's all pretty vivid so I'll just describe me worst night. It was a Saturday night and I just got home from work. I was feeling funny and well I didn't want to be home alone. So I tried leaving but my parents refused to let me anywhere. So it's midnight and I've broken. I'm screaming and crying for the first time in months. I've cut gash after gash into my thighs and I honestly thought about killing myself that night. Nothing really stopped me from anything that night. I was alone as always so I just cried and cut until I felt okay enough to sleep.
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SonstigesThis is something I need to get out to the world. You guys can judge me all you want to because I know this isn't what anyone cares to hear. I'm sorry if this seems like I'm being an attention seeker but I need this said..
