Lethal Lust ➡️ jm

07 • Arguing won't fix the problem

"Okay big shot, it was a damn joke. I'm not quite sure if you're insecure or something but you got way too riled up for my liking." I grumble and stand up walking quick paced to the car. I swung the door to the gym open now slightly pissed off. I crossed my arms over my chest and huffed as I plopped down in the passenger seat. I glared at an evidently irritable Jason as he finally walked out of the gym with a hard stare fixated on me.

"Maybe you are full of yourself. You got so agitated over a stupid joke." I ridiculed once Jason was sat in his seat. He pulled his seatbelt on aggressively and started the car speeding out of the vacant parking lot. Jason owned the gym so no one besides him and maybe the gang used it.

"Shut up." He sneered through gritted teeth.

'Did he seriously just tell me to shut up?' I thought.

I lean close to his ear before speaking in a tone that screamed confidence. "Or what?" I counter, the words coming out smoothly.

I held back a laugh at the pathetic action he chose to do next. A low growl sounded in his throat and I rolled my eyes. "You're acting like a child." He gibed and I chuckled dryly.

"I'm acting like a child? Says the guy who got upset over a freaking joke." I stress and I could see him roll his eyes in my peripheral vision. Suddenly he made a turn, going a way I knew we hadn't come on our way to the gym. "Where are we going?" I questioned suddenly a bit scared. I received complete silence but noticed Jason's grip on the steering wheel tighten. "Damn it Justin if you kill me I swear!-"

"Why the fuck would I kill you? Do you really think I would offer you a well paying job, a bed to sleep on and free training just to kill you? Do you really think that lowly of me?" His voice had risen a bit. He mad one last turn until we were parked in a vacant rocky road. There were many trees surrounding us and no one in sight.

"Well maybe I think that because well, just look at where we are!" I ran a frustrated hand through my hair messing it up without any cares.

"I didn't want to get in an accident so I came here so we could get this argument over with!" He exclaimed as his hand smacked the centre of the steering wheel causing a loud honk to sound. The sudden sound made me flinch slightly but I recovered quickly.

"Well all I'm saying is you could've handled the situation a bit better. It. Was. A. Joke. How many times do I have to say it for you to fucking listen?" I mentally beat myself up for swearing when there was no need to but I couldn't help it. I swore a lot when I was frustrated. Hell I swore a lot no matter what the mood I'm in.

"It wasn't a funny joke Eva! I don't like when people call me egotistical because for one, I always go out on a limb for people I care about and two, one of those people is you and I'm trying to help you out! You saying I was full of myself just made me feel like you were an ungrateful bitch." His voice was monotone and eerie as he spoke the last two words. My eyes widened as I was now fuming.

"I am not an ungrateful bitch. I had nothing, absolutely nothing growing up. Don't you understand that I'm just not used to people giving me things out of the kindness of their hearts?" I shrieked my eyes brimming with tears as the memories of my childhood flooded back. "The only thing I ever received as a child was beatings, brutal fucking beatings." I grimaced at all of the images in my mind. "My life was hell and I will tell you right now, I am more than thankful for everything you've been doing for me. I'm stressed Jason, I really am. It's a lot for me to take in. I'm now apart of Americas biggest gang. The thought of committing crimes terrifies me. I don't want to be like my mother. I don't want to be a criminal. I'm doing this for the money, so I can support myself. I walked into that house of yours, expecting to either be kicked out or accepted without having to do anything along the lines of murder. I'm sorry if I don't seem grateful but truthfully I am scared, really fucking scared Jason." Tears were now flowing silently down my cheeks as my lip trembled. I had just poured my heart out to him in the worst time possible. I was angry. He didn't understand what I was going through right now, I just needed patience to warm up to the idea of all of this. I suddenly realized that I had to accept that this was my life now.

Sobs racked my body now as the car was silent besides my constant whimpering.

"Eva, look at me." Jason ordered as he grabbed my chin gently and turned my head to face him. I attempted to look down, ashamed, but Jason's grip only tightened as he held my face firm. Both of his hands were now holding the sides of my face as he stared into my -no doubt- dull eyes. I sniffled as I averted my gaze from his eyes for a moment before looking back at him. "You don't have to do it." I gave him a confused look as he gave me a hard stare. "You don't have to be like me. I'm starting to realize that I've grown to... Like you and, I wouldn't mind you living with me. I'm not going to force the girl I- like into killing people just to live under my roof. I wouldn't mind supporting you until you find a job or maybe even warm up to the idea of being apart of the gang. I know you don't want to be like your mom but -I'm just putting this out there- you would do an amazing job at what I do. Of course I want you to be apart of my gang but you don't have to be. The first time I met you I knew instantly that you belonged in the business Eva. I know it's a scary thought but please just give it a thought, try to warm up to it. If in the end you decide not to be apart of this, then I'll help you find a job. I know it's so soon it's been what, not even a week? But I have developed a strong affection towards you. I'm here to talk. And I'm sorry I overreacted back there... It was stupid." It was his turn to look away ashamed. I sat there in shock at the words he had just spoke. He actually cared. He actually liked me?

Without any thought or comprehension of what I was doing I grabbed his face in my hands feeling the rough stubble on his jaw and pulled him towards me. I gasped when our lips met instantly sinking into the kiss. My hands had a mind of their own as my fingers ran through Jason's soft plush golden locks. Jason's hands gripped my waist suddenly and within seconds he lifted me onto his lap with ease, our lips still moving in sync. I couldn't explain the feeling I was experiencing. There were no sparks, that shit is a lie. All I felt was a strong connection. It felt as though a magnetic field was pulling us together. It was a different feeling  but it was amazing. I didn't want the kiss to end, ever. Of course the ending came a little bit too soon for my liking and I found myself pouting slightly as Jason chuckled at my response to the loss of connection. I looked down briefly, trying to catch my breath and blushed at what I saw. Jason's member was erect, you could probably see it from a mile away. He noticed my newly found discovery and he pulled my face up to look at him.

"Ignore that." His face was flush with heat, from both the previous make out session and also embarrassment. I'm sure my face resembled the same. I nodded looking into his hazel eyes.

"I'm sorry." I apologized sheepishly, regarding the stupid argument we had just took part in.

"Yeah, me too." He smiled softly our chests were now rising and falling at a normal pace. "I guess now we know, arguing won't fix the problem, we just have to be real with each other. There's no other option." (Wink wink)

I nodded and went to get off of Jason until he pulled me in for another short, sweet kiss. I grinned widely at him before climbing off of his lap. I gasped when his hand gripped my ass quickly before I sat in my seat pulling my seatbelt back on.

"What time is it?" I asked, realizing I had forgotten my phone at the house.

"4:57 we missed lunch. We'll pick up pizza for everyone on our way back." Jason replied starting the car and driving out of the rocky area.

Pizza sounded great right now.

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GUYS I UPDATED YAYY. Y'all probably thought I was dead.
I tried to make it long but I didn't want to make it too long to the point where it just got boring. Really the high light of this chapter or main idea was for Eva to express her feelings and Jason to realize he actually liked her. I feel like this chapter was all over the place but I don't really care xD

Aw Jeva is so cute ahh.

I know it's still early like I had already wrote that Jason said he liked Eva and then realized they've known each other for like 3 days. This is a really fast paced story already and I hate myself for that. I'm going to probably skip a week or something after the next chapter because idgaf if love has no boundaries I do fam.

Also I would love to see more comments from more of my readers! I know people are always like, 'write for yourself and not comments' but really I'm writing for both myself and you guys! I just wanna know if you guys are enjoying this story :)))

QOTC;
Do you think Eva should become apart of the gang? Did Justin move too quick? Why do you think of #Jeva so far? Let me know in the comments!