Chapter 19 (Chapter 2 part 2 in the novel)

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Someone once said, "It's human nature to lash out with violence. But ifhurting others is your natural instinct...then you are nothing more than amindless beast." 

"If a person has a natural instinct which is hurting others being  considered mindless beast. Then the person having self harming tendency is considered a dumb beast." Chuuya said scoffing at Dazai's direction. 

"Oh I didn't know that your tiny rain was capable of forming such a long complicated sentence. Dazai replied trying to change the topic. Unfortunately for him, that resulted in him ending up with a bruised jaw.

  The black night. Wavering darkness. The flames of hell roared, reducingthe sinner to ashes."You just wanted revenge? Even if it killed you? Did you not even thinkof what would happen to your little sister if you left her all alone in a placelike this?"

"He was just a kid Dazai. How could you have done that to him." Kunikida said with a disapproving look while even Akutagawa could not defend his mentor. 

Fyodor, who was observing the situation was the only one with a satisfied look. 

 Something was burning my throat. It was a scream, it was a lament—afire that no shouting or howling could extinguish.It was regret.All I felt was hate. Pure hatred. Hatred for not the enemy but the worlditself. But it was hatred that motivated me to kill my enemies, and it washatred that took my sister away. How did it come to this? Who stole mysister from me? 

"Good! Excellent! I like your attitude kid. Why not join the decay of angels and we can get your revenge for you." Nikolai said with a crazed look in his eyes. 

"He's not going anywhere. And by the way, that is a really lame name for your group and hear I thought the name Armed detective agency was lame." Beast Atsushi said. The ADA members didn't know weather to be thankful that Beast Akutagawa had someone looking out for him or be offended from that insult. 

Sigma quickly shut Nikolai up before he could continue. 

 "Come find me once you figure out what makes you so weak. We'll havea rematch. I'll be holding on to your sister until then." 

It didn't make sense. I couldn't comprehend it.Where should I direct this burning resentment, this feeling beyonddespair? Who should I curse if I do not even believe in a god? 

"Do not pursue the beast within you," another voice told me.I didn't understand. It didn't make any sense, so all I could do was act.If I could get my sister back and atone for the mistake born from myanger, then perhaps I would be given a chance...to redeem myself....A chance to atone for my mistake of feeling emotion.

"You should listen to that voice." Kunikida said.

"I know. This is all in the past. Don't worry I'm better now. Beast Akutagawa said from where he sat with Gin clinging to him like a koala. 

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A/N - Once again so sorry for the delay guys. I unexpectedly had to go somewhere. Hope you like the new chapter. 

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