UNENDING FRIENDSHIP

Intimacy with Success

I really can't believe that in a month we are already passing the stage of being in highschool..im happy for cheryl and karen...cheryl is our valedictorian and karen us the salutatorian...kami naman nila carol and nathan we are in honor list..kahit maraming nangyari sa past years we made it and we all know that we are successful, even we miss one friend which is tony..we haven't had any news from him..he really shut us all.
All im just thinking his doing fine and made his on success in life.
Me and derrick we are ok and sometimes we go out with his girlfriend but we are not that close as before he focuses in his career which he is in his last year as a psycology student. And he and the girlfriend izzie is doing fine.
We hangout in a coffee shop near sa school campus..dito kami palagi pag lunch and after school.

"So guys..what courses are you taking after highschool? Same school parin tayo?" Tanong ni nathan

"Me..nursing..pareho kami ni cheryl...ikaw karen?" sagit ni carol.

"Journalism..siguro di ko pa alam..baka yun nga"

"Business management ako..gusto ko kasi mag manage ng sarili kung company..ikaw mark?"

"I don't know...maybe psycology..i wanna go to med school or wanna be a doctor"

"Ohhhh...susundan mo si derrick noh? Sabi ko na nga ba..gusto mo parin siya" lintanya ni carol

"No! Its on my list"

"Nasa list mo si derrick?"
pabiglang tanong ni nathan

"No! I mean nasa list ko yung course na yun..maybe hrm"

"Indenial ka na? Grabe ka talaga" sabad ni karen

"Im not..its just that..im not sure"

Habang nag uusap sila..biglang naring yung phone ko..its derrick and im not expecting him to call.

"Hey..napatawag ka?"

"Can you come over? I need someone to talk"

"Why you call..derrick may girlfriend ka, you can call her to talk"

"Can you go here or not?"

"Ok, wag kang magalit"

Nagpaalam na ako sa grupo para puntahan si derrick...syempre puro tukso ang inabot ko sa kanila. Im in our car and still wondering why he called me not his girlfriend..is there something wrong..i know in myself that i still like him and im in the right age to like someone..but the feeling i have for him is there..but i want to stepback kasi alam ko mahal niya girlfriend niya..nakikita ko yun everytime they were together.
Nakarating ako sa bahay nila..bukas ang gate..wala ang parents niya..pumasok nalang ako derecho sa kwarto niya. Pagbukas ko ng kwarto he is just setting on his bed holding a vodka bottle and wasted.

"Hey..are you ok?"
kinuha ko yung bote na hawak niya.

"Were over...she broke up with
me"

"What why?"

"I don't know"

"Hey..its gonna be ok!"

Tinignan niya ako sa mata...nakikita ko sa mga mata niya that he is really devasted. Suddenly and im not expecting it..he kissed me.

"Wait, Stop!"

"Why, you don't want me?

" i do..but this is not right derrick..we're friends..i treat as my brother"

"Then stop treating me as your brother"

He then continue kissing me and i submit on his kiss...slowly and very intimate. I just go with his lead and everything happens in that night on his room.
After that...he fall asleep and my eye's are still wide open..im not virgin...i had sex with a man.