Broken Generation (Sequel to Don't Go)

Chapter 2

"What is written in that letter Matt?" Vic asked me. I shook my head. There was no way I was going to be able to say it. I can't just say a suicide note.

"Words." I told him.

"Ha ha ha, funny. Seriously, what is written?" He continued to ask.

"I'm not saying. You guys have to fucking wait." I told them annoyed. They backed up and nodded. After 10 minutes the door got opened. Everybody in my band kept their heads down and passed the note to Pierce The Veil. As soon as the door was once again closed they looked at me. They all had watery eyes and had tears flowing down their face. I got sadden up again and I started to cry with them.

"S-She killed herself?" Jordan spoke having his face in his hand while shaking it.

"Y-Yes. I-I'm so s-sorry guys. I didn't want this to happen also. H-However there is nothing we can do." I said shakily. We all got close and did a tight group hug.

"She fucking left us!" Malia said.

"I know. However, she wants us to continue. It was her choice. I know this won't be easy for any of us the next few days. I'm sorry guys. However I couldn't keep this a secret. It would have been too much." I said.

"H-How d-did s-she you know..." Kean asked scared of the answer.

"I-I don't know. H-However knowing her there's a huge chance that she chose to go away with self harm. I don't know. All I know is what is written in there. So I know as much as you guys do." I told him. He nodded and looked back at the ground. After a few more minutes the door was opened and I saw Pierce The Veil with flowing tears and the note.

"T-This can't be true. N-Nicole was so strong. H-How could she do something like this?" Mike asked me with a broken voice as he passed me the note. I folded it once again and placed it in my back pocket.

"I-I don't know. She was strong. However there is o-only an amount of p-pain one can endure before they b-break. With what O-Oli had d-done, I-I guess that was h-her limit..." I couldn't continue anymore. The lump in my throat was burning too much.

"I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GOING TO KILL THAT ASSHOLE!" Vic screamed and went straight back to crying.

"No. Don't. I-I know, we all want to right now. Trust me. However, I think that O-Oli is the most broken right now. Just leave him alone for a bit of time. It's not easy to just continue with life when you find out that your girlfriend killed herself." I said trying to assuage him.

"Still. It's his fucking fault. Nicole is gone! GONE! And because of what? BECAUSE A STUPID GODDAMN OLI CAN'T KEEP HIS DICK IN HIS PANTS!" Tony exploded. I was kinda surprised since Tony was never the aggressive kind of guy.

"I know. He told me that he was actually going to fix everything between them. Only that after the amount of booze he drank he didn't even know what the fuck he was doing." I said trying to defend him.

"Doesn't change a thing." Malia said.

"She is still gone." Jordan spoke.

"And she is not coming back." Mike spoke. I nodded and we all stood there continuing to cry even though it started to rain.

** I hope you guys liked the chapter. So pretty much the only purpose of this chapter was to get everybody from both bands know about what happened to Nicole. Also, I decided to put the second chapter because I just have so much to talk about. First of all, last night was the best concert I went to so far. I was able to go see Linkin Park with my best friend Crimson and it was simply perfect. There were about 30,000 people there and for the amount of people we were pretty close and we could see both screen and stage pretty well. The performance itself was simply perfect. They sounded better live than how they do usual with the regular stuff from iTunes. There were many times that Chester growled and I had to say it was pretty cool. They sang almost all of my favorite songs which was beautiful and uhhhh I just wish I could click rewind and relive everything all over again. I have to admit it was the best way to celebrate the last day of Summer.

Also, I had my first day of school today. I'm happy with all my classes except for Italian because the teacher is a total bitch and for some reason she has always secretly hated me. Other than that I was able to see other people that had went to the concert also and it was pretty cool. There is this one guy that always hated me for my music choices. He always thought of me as a poser because I used to be an extreme Pop fan. I had to say I was afraid that as soon as he would see my shirt he would start to comment on it and be like: Do you even know their songs? Weirdly enough when he saw me a smile appeared and he asked me if I went to the concert also. I responded yes and he was "Man it was so great." and we talked about where we were and stuff like that. So yeah it has been a very eventful for these 2 days. Sorry for this super long Authors Note, sometimes I even wonder if people read it but eh :P I just really needed to express my fan girl self and put out those feelings. Feel free to give me any kind of advice. **