Broken Generation (Sequel to Don't Go)

Chapter 2

"So, how fucking bad is it? I can see your face." He asked as he sat down.

"As I said, I can't tell you. You are going to have to wait and see." I told him. He nodded still trying to figure out what was the news I had to say. I just stayed near to the door to wait for everybody to arrive. After 30 minutes everybody was in the living room. They all looked at me waiting for me to speak up. I opened my mouth to start the somewhat speech I mentally prepared while I waited for them, however nothing came out. I shook my head and sat down.

"Are you going to actually say something or are we going to have to play charades to get it out of you?" Mike asked obviously getting annoyed that I haven't said a word yet.

"Calm down. It's just, what I'm about to say isn't going to be that easy." I told them. I took a deep breath and I was about to continue when I was interrupted.

"Ok, I'm confused here. If it's that important why isn't Oli here? Shouldn't he be like the first one sitting here to hear what you got to say?" Malia asked. Fuck. You guys are not going to help by keep making me think off topic.

"There is a reason if Oli isn't here. Now can I continue with what I'm about to say?" I asked. Jordan finally shoot up from his seat panicking.

"YOU'RE NOT PLANNING ON LEAVING THE BAND ARE YOU?!" He yelled. Suddenly everybody else in the room started to become confused and nervous. I shook my head.

"No, that is not what I was going to say. I fucking love being in Bring Me The Horizon! Why the fuck would I want to leave? Anyways... if you guys let me continue I can tell you guys what all of this it about. However if you keep interrupting and asking me random questions I will never be able to finish." I told them annoyed. I just wanted to get this over with. I didn't even want to be the one to announce this but I had to.

"Sorry..." I heard a few of them softly mumble. Nicholls you can do this. I can say this to them. It's not like I had a choice after all.

"Ok guys. I'm going to start now and I would love it if you guys won't interrupt me until I finished. This will be somewhat long however it needs to be said and you guys need to know. You guys all remember what happened at me party two weeks ago." I said and they all nodded.

"You mean about Oli and Nicole?" Kean asked. I nodded in response.

"So, today I went to Oli's place so I could force him to get out of the bed. He of course didn't react well when he found out that Nicole got all her stuff and left. He rarely got out of his bed and he was a fucking mess. So I suggested him to turn into a human being and I would take him to Josh's place so he could have talked and apologize to Nicole. I knew it wasn't going to end well, however he had to see her. So, I stayed in my car and waited for him outside so I could give both of them some space. After about 10 minutes Oli came back. He told me that he wasn't even able to see Nicole and all he was able to do was get punched and screamed at by Josh. He was also holding a paper in his hand. This paper." I said and took out the folded note that hold all the truth.

"What is it?" Jaime asked. I started to feel a lump in my throat. Oh fuck.

"I-It's a letter from Nicole. S-She didn't write it only to Oli. However also to all of us. Now I would love it if you guys would read it yourselves. Now please don't be nosey. She wrote private stuff to other people. So just guys be respectful and read what she has written for everybody in general and what she has written for you guys. I-I'm just going to sit here and wait for you guys to finish." I finished speaking ending up with a cracked voice and passing the note Jordan.

"So, do we go in some kind of order?" He asked me. I thought about it for a few seconds.

"Yes. First Bring Me The Horizon will read this letter. In the mean time Pierce The Veil and I will wait for you guys outside. When you finished reading you guys come outside and Pierce The Veil will take your place. That way everybody can read it calmly." I said. They nodded agreeing with my idea. Pierce The Veil and I got up and headed outside. I closed the door hoping that they will not hear the soon to be cries and tears. They all looked at me with serious faces.