In the crowd

Intrusive thoughts

I undid his pants pulling them down a bit and then kneeled in front of him, Hyunjin was looking down at me with a full smirk on his face.

I gave my own smirk and rolled my eyes, but soon enough he'll be begging me.

I grabbed his dick and then put my mouth to his tip; I let my tongue swirl around and over the slit. I could hear Hyunjin moaning softly and looking up at him his head was back, and he brought his hand to my head grabbing my hair and pushing my head down slightly.

His dick was fully in my mouth now; I'm always surprised at how big he is I mean he's nowhere near my size but still.

God damn.

"Fuck Chris." Hyunjin moaned.

He never calls me by my actual name, it's kinda hot actually but this is the only time he's using it.

I picked up my pace really making him moan and his fingers gripped my hair tightly, he was ready to cum.

Within a few seconds he had, his cum filled my mouth and fuck did he taste good. I pulled away looking up at him as he looked down at me, I wiped my mouth and then stood up.

"I think we are way beyond anything careful now." Hyunjin spoke.

His voice was low and sounded sexy, he was always different when it's just the two of us. He has gotten better about being more himself with me.

Hyunjin grabbed me and kissed me, it was a slow kiss as if he was not wanting it to end but go on forever. Little did I know he was undoing my own pants and his hands reached behind slipping them in and grabbing my ass.

I could really take him right here, but sand is not my thing and if we go back to the house the mood would be ruined.

We were here by ourselves and no one around but I can't do it here, not now. "Jinnie, we shouldn't get ahead of ourselves." I whispered against his lips.

"Mhmmm, I hate that you're right. We got time." Hyunjin replied pulling back.

"I don't want to ruin the mood." I spoke.

Hyunjin had pulled his pants back up leaving them unzipped at the moment as were mine, I kissed him this time with a bit more force and let it linger.

Our hands were everywhere all over each other, our mouths were moving as one and even just after a few seconds I could feel my lips getting raw. 

"Like I said we have time." Hyunjin spoke.

After our little session on the beach we went back up to the house and by the time we got inside it had started to rain.

I had gone up to my room as Hyunjin had some things to take care of, I left my balcony door opened and listened to the rain fall and watch the curtains blow in the breeze.

It was rather quite soothing.

Not to mention peaceful, neither of the boys had gotten a hold of me which was kind of nice, but I knew it wasn't going to last long because knowing Han at least he'll text or call me complaining about Changbin as usual.

I'll admit I like their banter, and it keeps me sane, sometimes I feel like a father watching his children sometimes because let's face it boys will be boys and Changbin can be loud and obnoxious while Han can act like a baby sometimes.

I decided to take a hot shower to further keep my mind off of things and possibly further my urges of pleasure.

I went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, I wanted the water to be hot. I stripped down and threw my clothes to the side, I stepped into the shower and then closed the door.

I could already see the steam from the hot water and the condensation on the glass but god did the water feel good.

I stood under it for a bit letting the water run over my head and down my body, I knew coming here wasn't going to totally take away my troubles, but it will help.

I had Hyunjin pop into my mind, there was a day when we went to the gym together and worked out and just watching him work out was a sight.

I had stopped for a minute only to see Hyunjin lifting weights, he only had a blank tank top on, and he was dripping with sweat after we had been there for at least two hours and just his muscles...he had come a long way from when I first met him.

"Fuck." I groaned.

I hadn't realized I had already taken my dick in my hand and started moving my hand up and down, as the memories kept flooding my mind my movements became faster, and I started breathing heavily.

I don't think I have ever gotten hard so fucking fast, but Hyunjin is making it almost unbearable these days.

I steadied myself with my free hand up against the wall as I continued to jerk myself off, I quickened my pace with each second and his face just clouded my mind...his muscles, the way he smirks, when he smiles and everything in between.

Damn I never knew I felt this, and he has to be my bodyguard of all people.

When I came the water quickly washed it away as if there were no signs of it, but I definitely have the thoughts and the memories.

Fuck that shower was nice, once I was done and dried off, I put on some comfortable clothes and just took to the bed.

I plopped down on my stomach and shoved my face in the pillow, I listened to the rain as it came down outside as it was a gentle rain and even though I slept on the way here this bed was comfy, and I needed the rest.

I had no idea where Hyunjin was but right now I could go without seeing him for a bit, my body betrays me when he's around and frankly I just needed the peace and quiet.

Damn you Hwang Hyunjin.