We've updated our Content Guidelines.
Review the latest guidelines to keep sharing stories safely.

Love, as he knows it~

29 4 2
                                        

It's been four days

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

It's been four days. Four whole days, and he hasn't come.

I stopped counting the hours. They only stretch the silence longer.

But every morning, just as the light shifts through that tiny slit in the wall, I walk up to the door-press my eye against the peephole. And there it is. That little plant.

A fragile thing.
Green.
Still alive.

It's grown just enough to sway in the wind, like it's waving at me-talking to me in whispers only I can hear. I tell myself it's real. That it wants me to keep holding on. The peephole is small and the glass is cloudy, but I see enough. Enough to feel like the world is still out there. Enough to breathe.

And yet, he hasn't come.

I don't know if he will. That's the thing about him-he's a mystery that never reveals itself fully. You only ever get fragments. Pieces that don't quite fit together.

The last time I saw him... he was calm. Too calm.

He didn't speak. Just walked in with that needle-gentle, almost loving. He brushed my hair behind my ear and said, "This won't hurt... much." Then the cold rush of anesthesia pulled me under. Like drowning, but soft.

When I woke up, I noticed he had done my nails. Perfectly shaped. Pale pink polish.
I don't know why, but that unsettled me more than the drugs.

He had changed my clothes. I'm wearing the ocean blue dress now-his favorite.

He says it's the color I wore the first time he saw me. Not met-saw. I didn't even know he existed back then. A blue mini dress, short sleeves, no jacket. I remember because I was cold that night.

According to him, that's when he fell in love.

Sometimes, I sit here and ask myself-how can someone who looks so gentle... be so cruel?
How can someone with such soft eyes, such a boyish face, become the reason I don't know if I'll ever be free again?

And the scariest part?

He doesn't see it as cruelty.
He thinks this is love.

I remember the first time I saw him.

It was in Vietnam, inside a tiny convenience store tucked between rain-slick alleys and neon lights. I wasn't looking for anything special-just a place to escape the humid night. But then... there he was.

He wore a baby pink shirt, soft and slightly wrinkled, clinging to his frame like it belonged there. His arms were overloaded with plastic bags-so many, they dangled from every finger, stretched and wobbling like they'd burst. He looked like he was barely holding it together.

His brown hair was a chaotic mess, falling into his eyes, brushing against his glasses, which barely hung onto the bridge of his nose. And then there was the strawberry lollipop-tucked between his lips, making them look unnaturally soft, glossy, and... tempting.

Devour~ llThvllStories to obsess over. Discover now