Shawn Mendes Imagines

Missing him.

(While you're reading this, listen to "All The Stars by Ed Sherran)

Today marks Shawn and I's one year anniversary. Yeah, it would have been cute if he were here. But he's not. Shawn is on tour, and so am I. Through our whole relationship we have had to text, Skype, and call. I miss him so much, especially today.

Every morning I usually would get a good morning text from him. Today I didn't. It honestly ruined my day. I love him and without any communication with him...... I would die.

Today, I was in New York. I was performing at Madison Square Garden. It was minutes before I went on stage and I decided to call Shawn. The call went straight to voicemail.....

I shook it off and threw my phone backstage. I was feeling mad and sad. I was mad at Shawn, but I was also very upset. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the crowd chanting my name. "Y/N, Y/N,Y/N, Y/N!" I smiled at all of my fans.

"Give it up for my girl, Y/n!" The female back stage announced. I walked out to the stage and the crowd roared. I stood in front of the single microphone standing on the stage. I adjusted the strap on my guitar and smiled at the large crowd. "Hey guys! I will be singing a song you all know." I said lightly strumming my guitar. "My first ever song to be produced, Forget" I said strumming a bit louder. "The song "Forget" is about a girl who has been living a life with a guy who she thought was the one, but it turns out she was wrong. Then she meets this guy and he takes away all of the pain away and helps her through tough times..."I said into the microphone, then looking down to my shoes.

'I wrote this song for Shawn....." I thought to myself. I started to get chocked up and my fans could tell. "WE LOVE YOU Y/N." A group of fans yelled. I smiled. I started to sing.

I wish that I could take back all that I said.
Erase the picture memory in my head.
To be accepted, but all I am left with is dread.
All for you I tried.
I gave my life.
You left me dead.
Then I left, it was for the best.
You left me with toxic memories,
Trying to pick up the pieces.
He was there, ceasing the pain.
He made me forget.

I continued strumming and stepped away from the microphone. I looked over to the wings and saw him. The love of my life, on our one year anniversary. I stopped strumming, my hands shot straight to my mouth. "Shawn?" I asked on the verge of tears. "Hi princess." Shawn said walking on the stage, coming to me. The crowd awed. I put my guitar down and ran to him. I jumped and hugged Shawn so tightly. "Shawn I missed you so much." I cried into his shoulder. "I missed you too baby." Shawn said rubbing circles on my back.

I broke the hug to look at Shawn. He had the same shimmer in his eyes. Shawn started to lean in. I leaned to Shawn and our lips connected. It was such an amazing feeling. To feel his lips back on mine. We both smiled into the kiss. The crowed kept cheering. I never wanted to let him go.

After a few minutes of kisses and holding each other, we pulled apart. Shawn looked down at me smiling. "Y/n, I am so proud of you." Shawn said tearing up. "I'm proud of you too. I'm proud of us Shawn. We have been dating for a year and here we are." I smiled looking up at him. "I love you Y/n." Shawn said smiling down at me. "I love you too Shawn."

A/n: hey! I hope you liked this imagine! You guys can request just inbox me! I love you guys
~Ana