Solangelo (song's version)

Would've, could've, should've

April is Sexual Assault Awareness Month and rape
I wrote this oneshot to raise awareness, anyone who has experienced this, I apologize and hope for the best for you.
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Trigger: Mention rape
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"And now that I grown, I scared of ghosts." Would've, could've, should've; Taylor swift

Will pushed Nico, scared.

"Will?" Nico was confused, "Are you okay?"

"I..." Will couldn't respond, still scared and shaking, he turned and went to his and Nico's room, closing the door.

— A few minutes before —

"Mmm..." Nico made a sound, continuing to kiss Will as if they had oxygen for life, Will savored his lips.

Nico's hands tilted a little into his shirt, resting on his bare waist.

Will pushed Nico, scared.

— Now—

Nico approached the door, "Will..." He knocked gently, careful not to startle him too much.

Nico didn't know what had happened, in their six years of being together he didn't know what had happened to make him react this way.

"I..." Will said through the door, opening a small crack in the door, "You can come in."

Nico entered carefully, sitting down next to Will who was on the floor, his eyes red and there were trails of tears on his cheeks.

Nico put his hand on his cheek, wiping away the traces of tears, "What happened...?"

"This is the first time I've told you...I didn't expect it to be like this...I thought I'd grow up for it..." Will said, his voice weak

"Will." Nico said seriously but with a soft voice, "You can tell me anything, I won't judge unless you're pregnant with the son of God." Will laughed weakly at Nico's words, "You're an idiot, Nico."

"Your idiot to be exact."

Will hesitated, trying to find his words, "I was raped, at 13." He looked up at Nico, who was shocked.

"Will..." Nico started to say but Will cut him off, "The...his feeling on my body, everything, his trying to judge me, the feeling that I was frozen and couldn't do anything, he's like a ghost, he's haunting me...I...I'm just broken."

"Will." Nico said, "You're not broken,"

"But I am."

"No, you're not. One day I'm going to find these people and send them down directly to my dad."

Will chuckled, "We don't..." Nico started to say, "We don't have to do anything, hugs and kisses are fine, I'm not asking you for more."

"But you want more."

"But I don't care, it's your body, as long as you feel comfortable doing it, then we'll do it, but if not, then we won't. I'm not going to leave you for something stupid, you're one of the most amazing people and don't forget that, I don't think I could ever live without you."

Will started crying again, "I love you so much." He said and Nico told him the same thing.

-The End.-