The New Boy in Town (ON HOLD)

Chapter 14: "Beating Hearts and Bleeding Hearts"

WARNING:TRIGGERING
Hi guys! How're you doing? I hope you're all doing well! X

Gif is Vanessa(Teresa Palmer) Muehehe

Okay. This chapter.

I wrote this from the very depths of my heart. Literally, I spent a lot of time writing this and trying to make it better, and I'm reasonably happy with it ( I know Elliot didn't say a lot, but I think he said enough). But this chapter is something I wrote with a lot of emotions and firsthand experience, so please, even if you don't usually comment, just let me know what you think of it. It'll mean the world to me.

That aside, I know, I know, I tried to make Vanessa's POV longer, but it didn't fit, so I apologize. Also, I know its dragging on and on, but things are coming up, so bear with me! The future chapters will have more events and dialogue ( and more about Leah) I also have an idea for another book which I will probably be starting really soon, so yay! That'll be very different from this one. It'll be funny and fluffy, and it'll deal more with the sexuality than the whole depression thing.

Though I think I wrote this well. I'm kinda happy with this? I don't know, meh. But if you liked it, please vote and comment ( PLEASE)!

There is a song with this (some of the lyrics are in the chapter). It is, "Yours" by Ella Henderson, and it is perfect. I didn't plan to use it here, but it fit. Well, most of it. Listen to it while reading this, when # sign comes!

This reached 1.6K and I have no words, to express my gratitude to everyone who has taken the time to read this. I love you. Seriously, thank you so much. Not many things make me happy, but this definitely does! THANKYOU!

Again, this is dedicated to everyone who has ever self harmed, or has thought of doing so. I wrote this from my own experience, and I hope you know that you're not alone, and you will get through this. I love you, so hang in there * grabs hand *

YAY! 5k words!

Thank you, beautiful people.

All the love.

~ Fuzz

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"What doesn't kill you is the reason behind the sleepless nights, the shaking hands, and that terrible void inside you."

-         It makes you stronger. At a Price

Elliot

When you cut, the skin around it puffs red like wine.

The blood beads up, perfectly in a crimson dotted line.

It tingles and burns at first,

But then it feels so good, so that's only the worst.

Your body is in pain, but your mind is at ease.

It feels so good, and your mind is asking for one more cut please.

One turns to two and two to four

At this point you just keep cutting more,

There's not stopping yourself from the warmness flowing through

Everyone else is happy, so why can't you be too?

The blood starts to drip, and rolls down your skin

And a smile appears on your lips, from within

When you cut.

People always want to know what it feels like when a person cuts. So let me tell you.