"Please leave"
"Bu-" she cut me off.
"Come see me when I'm not in this state. If you want" she turned the tv on.
"I'm not leaving this hospital, I'll be right out there if you need me" I said walking out to the waiting room.
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It's been a week and I haven't seen Heather once. Logan has been with her the whole time but he's leaving tomorrow because he has to go back to work.
Logan walks out of the room.
"Dude, you need to go home and clean up" he said.
"I can't" I looked up at him. "What if she needs me"
"She won't, I will be there"
I didn't like his words at all.
She doesn't need me. She will need me.
"Look, just go get cleaned up and I'll let you go in" he tried to make a deal with me but I don't know.
I told her I was going to be out here if she needs me.
"Just go" he says.
"Fine, I'll be back" I get up and walk out.
This guy really pisses me off.
I don't know who he thinks he is. I don't even know why they are friends.
I get a taxi back to the house.
The guy drives me back to my house. I quickly get out the car after paying the guy. I open the gates and run down the driveway.
The boys couldn't get the next flight which was two days ago so they are coming next week.
I open the door and run up to my room.
I grab whatever clothes I could find and go into the bathroom.
I shower in a good ten minutes. The water felt so good. It was very relaxing to be showering after a week.
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"Can we stop here please" I tell the driver. He of course says yes.
I walk into a small flower boutique. It had many flowers.
I actually don't know what he favorited lowers are because I've never asked her that simple question. I usually get flowers that seem nice.
I didn't find not one that got my eye.
I walked towards the roses and saw a couple that looked nice.
Red, yellow, white, pink.
I got one that were light pink.
I took them to the lady so she could charge it.
"Girlfriend?" She asked me smiling.
"It's complicated right now" I sigh. I am talking to a total stranger about this whole situation. Maybe k should shut up right now.
"Life is tough but if you two love each other it will be okay at the end" she smiled handing me the roses.
"Thanks" I smiled and walked out the store.
I got back into the taxi. He drove to the hospital.
I breathe in the air as I walk out of the taxi.
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I look at Heather. It had been silent most of the time. Not one word was said.
Maybe it's because Logan is here but she didn't even look at me.
I mean I know I messed up so I understand.
I keep on messing everything up with my Heather.
Why can't things just stay okay.
Why can't Heather be out. I want to go back to my teenage years and live life again when there was no drama.
I love Heather and I would die if something happened to her.
This whole thing has opened my eyes and I know that if anything happens to her half of me will be gone.
I just can't imagine her actually hurting herself and trying to take her own life away.
"Stop staring" she blushes.
"Sorry, you're just very beautiful" I smile at her.
"Stop" she looks down blushing madly.
"It's true, you look gorgeous"
She shrugs.
I hadn't even realized that Logan wasn't in the room.
"So it's just you and I tonight" she said a bit unsure.
"And Logan?"
"He went home, you were too busy staring at me" she laughed.
"Sorry, I can't help but watch the most beautiful person on earth"
"Stop Jai" she laughs.
"That's the Heather I like" I smile at her.
She sighs.
"I'm sorry"
"No, you have nothing to be sorry about. I am the one who is sorry"
She smiled at me.
I smiled back.
Everything will be okay.
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Sorry if this is shitty.
Next chapter I'll try to make it longer
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