i feel like im turning into a fucking old man. but anyways, while you're all reading this, i just wanted to apologize for being a dickhead to everyone. i know i didnt give a fuck about anyone's feelings, but it was disrespectful of me for displaying it to the public's eyes. as i've grown older, i've just realized that i was a very immature, stubborn, pig-headed, dumb bastard. -runs my fingers through my hair- i've also realized how it feels to be hurt and lied to. karma has hit me, oh yes it has. i've experienced what i've done to you all. and i'm sorry for that. im sorry for pushing everyone away. and i'm sorry for saying things I've never meant to say and for leaving you all in the garbage. i'm not saying things will be the same again, i just hope that you'll all forgive me.
