^^Absolute Insanity^^

-Chapter 1- "End of the Field Trip"

Small Warning!!
-Mentions of murder
-Crying
-Some angst (?)
-Mentions of self-harm/suicidal thoughts
-Possibly self-harm/actions of attempting suicide
-Trust issues (?)

N POV
What was that back there?
All I know is, something's not right..
V's hiding something, I need to know what...
"Ugh, my head hurts..." Uzi groaned as she woke up. She lifted her head off my shoulder and looked out the window of the bus. "Did you sleep well?" I asked, grinning, trying to forget the whole 'incident'. "Yeah..." she muttered. I could tell she was still thinking about all of her classmates she accidentally...unalived..

Uzi POV
My head hurts, I'm craving oil, I feel sick, and I have a tail. I mean, I kinda like the tail, but this headache hurts...a lot. Is this normal for robots?
I thought about the 'incident' the whole bus ride.. I still couldn't believe I murdered some of my classmates. I was out of control. I can't let that happen again.
Worse of all
I hurt N.
"Uzi.." N said with a concerned expression. I turned to look at him, trying to hold back tears of stress and pain. "Yeah?"
"...You good?"
Those 2 words.
They broke me.
"N-No.." I said, tears welling up in my eyes. "Shh, it's ok..." N said, wrapping his arm around me and pulling me closer. I leaned my head on his shoulder and cried quietly.
"What's wrong with me..?"
"I dunno, but we'll figure it out together"
"Promise?"
"I promise"
N's tail flicked around a little, I chuckled at that. "It has a mind of it's own sometimes..." N said with a dorky smile. I looked up and saw my tail...wait, is my tail chewing on his hair??? N chuckled and didn't really care. He gave my tail a small head pat, then stroked my hair. I didn't push him away this time. I need this. "You're a dork.." I said with a genuine smile. "I know" N said proudly.

V POV
He should be killing her, not trying to date her. "Ha! I think someone's jealous." Lizzy said, then looked back at her phone. I gave her a small hit on her shoulder.
New body, same horrors.
I knew something was wrong with Uzi from the day I met her..
I can't believe N's not letting me kill her...
How can he trust her!?
She just killed a bunch of people!

Back at the Worker Drone Base~
Uzi POV
I said bye to N and walked into my room. Since he wasn't there to stop me, I grabbed my knife. "I hate myself!" I yelled as I sliced at my arms. Oil was dripping. There was a pool of oil on the floor now. "What's wrong with me!" I said as I cut some more. "I'm a monster!" I said as I raised the knife to my neck.
I stopped.
What about N...
I dropped the knife and fell to my knees, sobbing. "I don't wanna be like this..."

N POV
Crying. I heard crying. And screaming. I rushed to Uzi's room. "UZI!" I said, panicked. I quickly ran to her and kneeled down. "I'm...sorry..." she said, sobbing. "Hey, hey, it's ok...please, stop cutting..." I said, concerned. I wrapped my arms around her tightly, now wanting to cry myself...
She didn't resist, and she hugged me back. Her sobbing soothed to a soft cry and her breathing was light again. I stroked her hair, saying affirmations. "What if I lose control again? I don't wanna hurt anyone else..."
"It's ok...you didn't mean to..."
"...Thanks..."