Uni Isn't Too Bad ~ Phanfic

Dan~6

(Holy shit i'm so sorry for not updating or anything for like... three months?? I've been all depressed and gross and i just didn't feel like doing anything so oops? anyways I apologize for the quality but who cares.)

Dan stood in the large empty room, feeling his face get slightly hot and his chest began to tighten. He felt Phil's presence in the room, his eyes burning into Dan's skull. His breathing sped up, he felt as if he were suffocating. his body was hot and itchy, his shirt too tight, his eyes burned.... and then suddenly it all just faded. he thought about The boy that sat at his piano. His dark hair and blue eyes, his goofy little nose scrunch and..and suddenly he felt less like he was to hot, and more like the air between them was crackling and scorching. his face turned red and he abruptly turned, plopping down by Phil and running his hands over the ivory keys.

His eyes became soft and the room turned cold, he felt the world icing up around him, everything blurring and becoming white. everything except him, the piano and... and Phil. He was aware of the older boy sitting next to him, the bright aura that surrounded him, the heat the he shared while everything seemed to be covered in ice. The more Dan thought of this, the more aware of it he became , the faster his fingers began moving over the keys. He wasn't even away that he had been playing, let alone how beautiful it was. The sudden composition that traveled like art through his fingers was yellow and blue and warm. it smelled clean and fresh and it made Dan feel dizzy . He slammed out the last few keys of the song -they were from the song Starlight by Muse- his feelings turning a putrid green of frustration. he stood up briskly and apologized

"Sorry. l-lets just take it. we can use my parents truck. ill bring it back and get my car later.." he gritted his teeth and grabbed a side of the slick wood hauling it up and out to a small red truck, one with just two seats in the front and a small space in the back. Soon they had it secured and were driving back to where the dorms sat. With the help of Phil they managed to get it up to the small dorm, crammed into a space where a few posters had sat previously. Dan apologized again for the space on Phil's side that it took up, but Phil just smiled and brushed it off.

"i'm gonna go take the truck back and get my car.. and i'm going to stop and get some of my things from my storage" His eyes flicked over Phil's face and he felt his face beginning to grow hot again so he quickly grabbed his jacket, keys and ran his hand through his hair as he walked out of the room, leaving the door open and hesitating for a moment trying to decide weather to close it or not. He shook his head and wiped a hand over his face, jogging down the stairs and back outside where the sky was darkening.

~~time skip~~

Dan was finally getting back from dropping things off and picking things up. He had grabbed better bedding ,clothes,and a few important pictures and trinkets and such. And of course unhealthy food . He sighed as he hauled the single large box up the stairs toward the Dorm. He placed the box by his feet and began digging around for his room key, realizing too late that it was still in the room. he debated with himself if he should face embarrassment and judgement in from Phil, or just wait it out in his car again. Before he could decide the door swung open.

"Dan!" Phil smiled and picked up the box at his feet, setting it on his bed and eyeing the warm bag of food that sat on top and filled the room with beautiful aromas. Dan smiled slightly and  placed in on Phil's lap. "I got us dinner." he said, turning to unpack his box , "Sorry its late..like almost one in the morning late but... food is food?" His chest burned with pride as Phil laughed and thanked him. He shook his head and made his bed up quickly, placing his clothing in a drawer of the shelving unit under his bed and the pictures/etc on the piano.As he did this he felt his usual unhappy emo depressing self cram itself back into his body, making him want to retch. He quickly changed into sweats in the bathroom and then threw himself onto his bed, mumbling a goodnight as he stared at the wall in front of him.