*JOSH POV*
I couldn't wait to meet up with Tyler for lunch I've always wanted to talk with him.. after all I've never really seen his friends.. if he had any.. but I wanted to change that, I wanted to make him laugh and smile :)
*LUNCH*
I finally spotted Tyler in a crowd of people, just standing there so .. so perfectly
thoughts raced through my mind about Tyler.. after I asked him about lunch he held his head down for a while it worried me... did he not like me? I really wanted to be his friend..
I gave him my biggest smile and he returned with a smile :)
God, am I falling for this boy?
I've never really identified myself.. with a sexual orientation I mean.. I was in a relationship after all, with this girl named Debby. she was really sweet too..,
"Fine" he replied after forever wearing a smile :)
"ok let's go" I said
"where?" Tyler asked me worried,
"I want to eat outside.. like a picnic?"
honestly, I just didn't want to see Debby today and I didn't want to hurt her feelings.. that being said.
when we got outside I handed Tyler some food and we sat there, eating, ever so silently but I was happy just to be with him we both seemed to reach at the same time for some Monster and touched hands for a little bit.. but we just kinda giggled it off and moved on but I liked touching his hand though, it made me feel strangely close to him and excited.. a little nervous too. out of nowhere I looked at Tyler and just grabbed his hand.. he looked sad he asked defensively "what are you doing?!" he sounded so worried it's like he was hiding from something from me I wanted to make him feel a little better, I was still holding his hand to comfort him. "Are you okay Ty?" I asked worried
"I'm fine, I'm sorry Ive had a lot on my mind lately.."
"oh ok" I responded " is it ok if I hold your hand though?"
he started blushing and smiled. then we just stared at each other for a while. it seemed magical
but then I had some doubtful thoughts about all of this..
oh my god what was I doing?? I'm with Debby ! it's fine it's fine . I told myself, I'm with Debby and its okay to comfort my friend, Tyler.
though I thought he was cute ;)
we ended up sitting together, talking past lunch and returned to class by 6th period. I had never skipped class before but I would do it for tyler, to comfort him I mean..anyways it felt nice to be with him.. I wanted to do it again sometime.
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