Beautifully Theirs

60. Dinner Date

" I hope sab theek ho? " Shehnaaz prayed, looking at the test she just took.

" 5,4,3,2,1 " She spoke and picked up the small box kept on the floor in front of the cabinet in her washroom.

" It's a single line " She sighed, she threw the test in the dustbin and washed her hands and came out with a sullen mood.

2 months of them being together and her hiding the fact that she was not on pills yet nothing, She was so disappointed with everything for now, when Sidharth entered with a bright smile on his face.

" Sana " He called and she looked at him because it was rare he called her Sana

" Aagaya " She spoke getting up but frowned when she saw a bouquet in his hands with a box of sweets in another.

" Have this " He spoke forwarding the bouquet and placing a quick kiss on her lips

" Itna khush " She asked
" Nhi ho sakta " He replied

" Aisa kab bola maine " She spoke inhaling the fragrance, she loved white roses and he made sure to get what she loved, this was what she loved about this man, he was someone she would need her entire life

" Main fresh hokar aaya, Then we are going out " He spoke and she frowned
" Kya hua hai? " She asked again

" You cleared the exam meri jaan, What else do I need! " He spoke smiling, with his teeth on display and Shehnaaz widened her eyes, it was her result day, She cleared SSC again , she didn't know whether to be happy or sad on the same,

" Tu khush nhi hai! " He asked looking at her lost

" Nhi, I..... I don't know how to, react Sidharth " She sighed honestly, she wanted to be happy because this was her dream for life, serving the nation, saving lives yet the wife in her stopped her from being happy, Leaving him again, leaving hopes of having a family was something she wasn't ready for

" Baba, idhar aa " Sidharth spoke opening her arms wide for her and she hugged him tightly.

" I am so proud of you Sana, You are the best thing that ever happened to me, I don't want to be an obstacle in your career baby, Being a cardiothoracic Surgeon and not being able to do the same is torture and you have spent years learning this , you just can't let it go" He spoke caressing her cheek with love.

" I don't know Sidharth, going in that room and Giving an interview after this is easy, I have lived that life, I have spent my entire 20's there, learning, growing and I know no one could reject me but then the part after that, The part where I have to leave you, Leave this place is difficult, Very difficult " She confessed

" You did it before Shehnaaz " He pointed and she sighed

" I was angry, not at you, Because it wasn't your fault ever, it was me who fell for you, knowing it was wrong and so I did what I felt right at the moment, My fathers words still rang in my ear yet I have other responsibilities now Sidharth, I am not being a bad daughter but I am trying to balance between everything, Beti Ban li ab Biwi ban na hai " She spoke

" Pagal hai kya? " He scoffed hearing her last line

" You..... You are precious as you are Shehnaaz, I don't want you to be just my Wife, Or just Papa's daughter, You... You are Dr.Shehnaaz Gupta Meri jaan, You love what you do, And I am not someone who will hold you back, Tu already meri vajah se aaj yahan hai " He spoke

" And ussi vajah se I met those children Sidharth, I never understood what is to love someone other than you like those children love me, they want to be like me Sidharth " She spoke with a wide smile playing on her lips