"In a world full of darkness and despair,
I felt lost and broken beyond repair.
Every day was a struggle, a constant fight,
With no end in sight, just endless night.
I had lost all faith, all hope was gone,
My heart was shattered, my spirit withdraw...
Today I will be able to get out of the hospital. Dad hasn't allowed anyone to see me apart from them, Mandy and Uncle Fin. I have missed Santana and Finn. I have a bandage on where he engraved me. I am honestly scared on what Finn will think about me now. I haven't been showing much of my emotions. I got out of the hospital bed and put on my clothes in the toilet. I looked at all of the cuts and then at the bandage where underneath it was what he engraved in me. Once I got outside of the toilet. I saw mom and dad packing up some of my stuff." Hey honey. Ready to come home?" Mom asked. I nodded" Sure. I really want to meet my baby sister" I said" You will" Dad said. Once we got home. Dad opened the front door and we came in. Dad closed the door and then I saw Santana coming down with a baby in her arm's which I guess is my sister" Ella meet your baby sister, Faith Serena Stabler- Benson" Mom said. I wanted to hold her so bad" Can i?" I asked." Of course" Mom said. Santana gave Faith to me. I looked down at her. She is the most beautiful, tiny bundle of joy I had ever seen. So innocent, so pure. Her tiny fingers and toes, the way she yawned and stretched, already had me completely enamored. I couldn't help but feel optimistic about our future together as sister. Holding her for the first time, I know my life had been changed forever, in the best possible way. Seeing her innocent face and feelings her tiny heartbeat, I couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of love and happiness. I know that she will always hold a special place in my heart. " Hi, I am your big sister. I will protect you and do anything I can for you... I already love you so much" I said as she looked up at me with those beautiful blue eye's. I ran my fingers over her beautiful brown curly hair . I kissed her head.
After sometime dad took Faith because she fell asleep" Ella I am so glad you are back" Santana said. She hugged me. I hugged her back" Everyone has missed you so much. Even Rachel" Santana said" That's good to know" I said. I went upstairs and into my room. I took a deep breath.I took my painkiller and then I laid in bed and just started at the ceiling.
Next Morning.
I got up from my bed. I took a shower and cleaned and replace my bandages . I then got an outfit on. Once I went downstairs. As I saw Finn standing there talking with mom and dad, tears streaming down my face, I couldn't help but feel a sense of overwhelming sadness. It had been weeks since I had last seen him, and the weight of what we had been through was heavy on my shoulders. I ran into his arms, grateful to finally be reunited with him, but the pain of our separation was still fresh in my mind. As we held each other. Both of us crying , I couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness, knowing that our once carefree love had now been tainted by this traumatic experience.
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Yet, in that moment, I was just grateful to be back in his embrace, no matter how bittersweet." I am so sorry. I wasn't here to protect you" Finn said" I-I've missed you so much" I choked out as I held on to him tightly not wanting to let him go." I have missed you too." He said. Once we pulled away Finn cupped my face and whipped away my tears." Whatever you need. I am here for you" Finn said" T-Thank you" I whispered...
