16: Only his.

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Raj has been sleeping from the past two hours. He is allergic to sweet things as you can say, he is basically allergic to sugar. Yet, he chose to eat the cake and cookies made by his highness cause he doesn't want to make her sad. 

The love he have for her made him all blind that only thing he is able to see is his highness. Even if she will choke him to the death, he will still look at her with hearts in his eyes.

After he fainted, Juhi called Varun and told him the whole scenario. He come with the doctor. Treating Raj he also gave some medicine and description about his health. 

And now, Raj is laying on the hospital bed while Juhi is sleeping on the chair, putting her head on bed. 

She cried and cried. Blaming herself about all this. Kavya tried to console her but she failed. 

Juhi says that she don't love him it's just a little crush and then process to make him feel better when he is not feeling well, always feeling bad whenever he is in pain only to blaim herself atlast. Process to admire him when whatever he will do even when he is just breathing.

Is it just a mere crush?

Raj slowly opened his eyes with a little stomach ache. He narrowed his eyes and saw was Juhi sleeping.

A smile appeared on his face looking at her as he admires his highness, her hair stands were on her face disturbing his view. 

Likewise, he slowly adjusted them on her back of ear but, with a flinch, Juhi woke up. 

"Aap? Aap thik haina? Mai doctor ko bulau? Kaisa lag rha hai aapko?" She blabbed a lot of questions until Raj shushed her while putting a finger on her lips. 

"I'm all fine. I just have an allergy with sugary foods, it's normal-

"I'm sorry. I know all this happened because of me, Please forgive me" Juhi whispered in guilt while Raj sighed. 

"You don't have to say sorry. It's alright, okay?" Raj said gently while Juhi nodded. 

But still, there was guilt inside her. Feeling guilty is all she can do, right now. And Raj, he is too in love with her to understand anything. 

He can gladly give himself to his highness to ruin his life, the way she wants. 

"I'm not good enough for you. You should find someone better." Juhi addressed.

"I should find someone better? By leaving the best?" Raj asked while lifting his right eyebrow.

"I don't know why you are choosing me when you have a lot of better options. Why me?" As soon as these words slipped from her tongue, her eyes started getting teary.

"You are not an option! Get that fucking thing in your little mind. I love you and I will always do. You are my love, my choice, my highness, I will choose you over and over again. If you don't love me, it's okay. I will wait for you. Just be comfortable around me. Let me love you the way you deserve." Raj announced, making Juhi's eyes widened.

She wasn't able to say anything. He is madly in love with her and he knows while she is all confused about her feelings. The only thing going in her mind is that she is not good enough for him.

"There is nothing like love. I know one day you will also leave me like everyone did. One day, you will walk away from my life like I was nothing for you" Juhi uttered while tears fell down from her eyes.

"And that's where you are wrong, Juhi. Do you really think I could ever find someone better than you?" Juhi stayed silent hearing his words.

"You are making me go crazy, Juhi. I can't live without you, not even a single second. You made me a whole different person. Right now, who I'm is written by you, meri jaan. My soul is too tangled with you, I can't afford to lose you. If you are not in my life then, my life is just useless. You put meaning in my life. Mai aapka hu sirf, puri tarah se." Whispering all that, Raj gently kissed Juhi's right hand.

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