[COMPLETE] April Dump 2024

heartbreak high (reboot) | embarrassed | no pairing

A/N : Contains spoilers for season 2 episode 5 as well as discussion of underage sex and erectile dysfunction
Whumpril 2024 prompt: Shame
Flowers of April 2024 prompt: Fern: Secrecy
The Whumps of March 2024 prompt: Not As It Seems
Hurtcember 2023 prompt: Hiding

It wasn't completely a lie.

Spencer did like making Missy feel good. Really, truly, he did. She was one of the hottest girls he'd ever had the pleasure to hook up with and the act brought him his own sense of pleasure.

He wanted to do more- A blowjob or perhaps penetration. He knew it'd certainly be better than struggling to beat off to the thought of her when he got home, but he just... Couldn't.

He wasn't sure what was wrong and he was far too mortified after the Amerie situation to try to go to the doctor about it or open up about it in SLT class (when he still went there), but his penis just... Didn't work the way it should.

He didn't want Missy to know that. God, how would she react? Disgust, pity. What if she used it against him for the sake of Sasha's campaign? Was she really that cruel?

...Weren't they all?

She couldn't know. No, it was far safer to just keep that little issue to himself. Besides, it made him seem like a more stand-up guy, prioritizing her pleasure over his own.

Yes, it was what was best...

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Right?