Chapter 5

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Sullivan umberch

Going to work and seeing Heathen's desk empty was not a good feeling but I knew that he needed his rest and the thought of him being in my home made me happy

Work was crappy I didn't know that Heathen used to Handel all these things and the other secretary were not good at their job at all she couldn't even book the correct restaurant for the meeting. I was this close to firing her but then I knew that it would also result in an argument with Heathen

Before I used to dread going back home but today was not the same, Heathen would be in my home and I can't wait to return home.

Time skip......

I opened the door and the smell of food hit my nose, I had not called the helper today so I knew who was cooking in the kitchen, I walked faster but when I saw Heathen standing in the kitchen preparing food in an apron made me loose my mind, he looked so hot he was listening to something in his airpods so he didn't notice me but he was swaying his hips to the song and to be frank he looked so delicious, I walked towards him and when I tapped his shoulders he jerked and seeing his cute reaction made me chuckle out

"I didn't notice you coming    and you scared me there" he removed his surpass as he spoke to me

"I tried to call you but you didn't hear,sorry to startle you like that"

He narrowed his eyes towards me then turned around to go back to cooking dinner

"Dinner will be ready in a few, why don't you go and freshen up Sir" he spoke as he was playing the dining table

"Don't call me sir when we are alone,I don't want us to be so formal" I spoke in annoyance

"Then what should I call you it's not like we are friends you are my employer and I'm the employee just cause I'm staying here today doesn't mean that we suddenly become close"

His words hurt me more than I imagined it would and I knew that if I continued our argument it would only result in me losing my anger and lashing out to him, so I just turned around and made my way to the door

*Slam*

Heathen King

I heard the door slam and I knew that my lashing out was not particularly necessary but seeing Sullivan act like all is good between us made me hurt. He doesn't know how many sleepless nights I had how many days I cried myself to sleep but here he tries to act like everything is okay and I'm not fine with it, he hurt me when I needed him the most but now he tries to act like everything is okay

I knew he would come back after some time so I just kept the food back in the fridge, I guess dinner will have to wait

It's been four hours and Sullivan has not yet returned and I'm kind of worried about him, he was too angry when he took off I knew where to find him so I took my keys and went out

I reached the place where we met each other after our college it was the club who  I used to work before
The most famous BDSM club for the elite  "RED"
I used to work here right after I had left college the pay here was good and I later found out that I liked submission when I started working at this club

I walked past the door most of the people here recognize me I worked here for almost two years, I walked through the large crowd, there were subs grinding on their doms, subs who were kneeling on the ground and some other people just dancing and drinking

"Hey Heathen!!!! What are you doing here, finding a dom??" I knew this voice it was Kevin, he pulled me by my waist and was walking me through the club

"No no I have just come to find Sullivan"

"Ohh what a waste it would be nice if you would hang out with us, Kevin have been missing you" another hand came across my waist and it was Kyle

Kevin and Kyle owned  the club they both were doms and in a relationship with each other they were also close friends with Sullivan.
Kevin and Kyle had only trained me how to be a submissive but I have not had a scene with anyone, I cannot even tell that I'm a submissive as I have had no dominants at all

I just try to slip from their grips and try to find Sullivan, I know they are very good at distracting and manipulating people that's the reason they have such a well established club with no fights or any problems

"He is in one of the playrooms" Kevin spoke and I just stopped on my way I don't want to see him with someone else right now....

"Don't worry he is alone" Kyle spoke which made me continue my walk to the playrooms

I entered the playroom and I saw a heavily drunk Sullivan, he was barely sitting on the sofa I went towards him and I could smell  the alcohol in the air

Sullivan had a high tolerance to alcohol and seeing him this drunk made me feel that there is something wrong with him

I tried to gently push him, I called out his name but there was no response I could carry him out of here cause he was more heavier  than me so I just sat next to him, looking at him he looked so vulnerable and sad, I had never see him like this he was always this man who showed his dominance to everyone and everything

He slowly opened his eyes and I just got up from the sofa and went to grab a bottle of water for him

"Drink it"

I tapped the cold bottle of water in front of his face

He took the bottle of water drank it and I tried to take the bottle from him but he yanked my hand and now I was pulled over his lap I tried to get up but his grip was like steel

"Sullivan leave me" I was wriggling to be free from his grip

"No if I do you will run away again"

I just stayed quiet when he said that, I never ran away from him he was the one who pushed me away I was just someone to pass his time he was the one who did that now he is trying to act like a victim

I felt something wet on my shoulders and when I looked up,i was shocked when I saw that Sullivan was crying, he never cried infront of anyone

"What's wrong?" I asked him trying to wipe away his tears this stupid feelings I have for him always gets the best of me

I tried my best to always keep it under control but seeing Sullivan crying was breaking the guard I had built up

You,  I can't tolerate the fact that you hate me. I love you so much Heathen and I have always loved you since the first day I saw you and I was so broke the day you left me, you came into my life and showed me a happy life and when you left all my happiness was left with you"

"Why? Why did you leave me please don't go okay?? I'll try to do better. Ill not do anything you don't like Please......Heathen
Please.....don't go don't leave me lone"

His confession had left me speechless he had never said he loved me before and now hearing it is making me feel happy I know I should not feel that I know I should not fall for his sweet words but these words are giving me hope and I want to try my best to hold in it..... Even If it breaks me again

I kissed him when he said all those words these were the words I wanted to hear the twenty one old me wanted to hear so much, our kiss was not a romantic one it was the one which showed my passion, longing and love for each other it was a slow one and Sullivan was now taking control his kisses were always hot it made me feel sparks and I could feel my whole body tingling in the sensation after a long kiss we had to break to breathe and I took this as a chance and before I knew it my body reacted and I tried to run away from him Sullivan followed me and he tried to grab my hand but I just

*Slap*

I slapped him across the face and I saw people wisphering and everyone had stopped dancing we were at the main dance floor and all eyes were on us, Sullivan just stood there looking at me with those eyes,those eyes which I used to love the most

"Don't ...... don't touch me" was all I could croak out my voice was weak and I was on the verge of crying I turned around and walked out of the club and reached my car I opened the door sat in it and cried....
I cried till I could feel all my feeling and sorrow flow out then I started the car and went to my home.









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