DYING PASSION | Akitoya

A/N (NOT A CHAPTER!!!)

I'll be taking A VERY short break!! my state testing is like.. one day from now uhm. (time goes by fast tf) im not studying im just mentally preparing myself for after the test because holy shit is it boring and im not gonna read a damn book. during that period ill probably just think about what to write for this fanfiction.

i also have ruikasa fanfic coming up.... mermaid rui x prince tsukasa btw! i really do love the cover i drew for it. honestly, so far the writing is pretty boring because im focused on introducing the idea of it as well as characters so yea!!! it'll get more interesting as time goes on trust the process.

i keep self projecting myself on akito, i should fr stop

(the rest of this is me yapping about school so feel free not to read this part ig. i just need somewhere to get this off my chest rn)

not that worried abt school rn, but my grades are... not that good!! i almost have a b in every subject except my elective, p.e, and social studies for some reason. i have a 99!!!! im so smart...

i have the worst habit of typing up an entire essay whenever my english teacher asks me to write a short constructed response. i'm sorry, but tf u mean i can only used 5-7 sentences in this. THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING I JUST SAID. 

also im almost done with the book im reading, its crime and punishment!!!! i zoned out during half of the story but i suddenly locked in so uhm. 

my english teacher keeps trying to use gen z slang and its really corny.. my math teacher literally also went "SKIBIDI!!! >_<" (people are insane) everyone at this damn school is a skibidi toilet fan and I dont know why. EVEN SOME OF MY FRIENDS LIKE SKIBIDI TOILET. this shit is actually brainrot.

once i spelt something wrong on my quiz on a science quiz. my teacher took 10 FUCKING POINTS off for that. how fun..! i really hate my science teacher a lot, i keep getting harassed by the same group of boys and i try telling my teacher and she doesnt do shit. my science teacher thinks its a good idea for me to sit at groups with only men. Since the beginning of school, we had assigned seats and she's only sat me with FUCKING STRAIGHT CISGENDER MEN WHO LIKE HARASSING GIRLS AND SAYING "RIZZ". 

I don't know why any of my teachers think it's a good idea to pair me up with men at all. most if not all boys at this school are genuinely assholes and the only one i could tolerate at all literally moved to korea. 

this school wants me to do a survey about how i feel at this school but i cant go and tell them "im getting sexually harassed by the boys in my 4th period." THATS AWKWARD AS SHIT NAHHH. the last time i went and talked to a school's consular, they told me to get therapy and then told my parents about all the shit i drew in my sketchbook even when they told me they wouldnt tell them. school consulars are actually dogshit. 

this one dude in my 4th period keeps stealing my sketchbook and shows it to other people without my permission. bro gets mad too when i take MY sketchbook back. like, it's not yours why are you so mad..?? he also brags about being the smarter asian kid even though the only good thing hes good at is math. bro sucks in every other subject.

if u read that all, uhm thanks for reading my rant!