𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐋𝐘𝐍 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐋 || 𝐃𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍

𝐭 𝐰 𝐞 𝐧 𝐭 𝐲 𝐬 𝐢 𝐱

ɪ ᴄ ᴇ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴀ ᴍ ᴘ ᴀ ʟ ᴏ ʀ

"dally took you where?" evie asked, she scooped up a bit of her ice cream from the bowl

it was the day after dally and i had our make out session in his car. kathy invited this afternoon to grab ice cream with evie since i didn't come to the party last night

i stabbed my strawberry ice cream, getting sick to my stomach. i didn't know if what i did last night was right. if i was being oblivious and young in love, allowing someone ignorant like dallas seeing myself exposed like that

even though the magazines showed my body, those things were irrelevant. half the time, things were photoshopped bigger

"he took me to a sunset place" i managed to say, before i noticed evie and kathy laughing

"classic winston" evie snickered

"angelica, listen" kathy sighed. "did you guys have sex?"

i nearly screamed, "what no!"

"that's dally's spot" evie explained. "he takes all of his hoes up there, stare at the sunset for two seconds before getting laid"

i really though dally meant when he took me there it had a sort of meaning, guess it didn't

"me and dally just kissed" i answered, hoping they wouldn't assume anything. "nothing else, savy?"

the two just nodded, I knew they still believed what they were thinking about

"last night sodapop got laid by angela" kathy rolled her eyes. "makes senses though, he's been crushing on her like crazy"

i knew soda liked her a bit, seeing that day at the party and how attached he was to her

"so like" my body tense, feeling ashamed. "is every girl here not a virgin?"

"pretty much" evie spoon left her mouth, red lip stick was on the spoon. "you never meet a gal in tusla who hasn't done it"

i felt embarrassed . we're all those times boys and dally tried having sex with me needed to be a girl in tusla

"soc girls don't as much" evie continued on. "they're more scared of being in a pregnancy scandal"

"evie!" kathy groaned. "it's perfectly fine if a women hadn't have sex. it doesn't make them higher if they have"

this is why i loved kathy. she knew when i felt terrified and concern, she always made things better

i lost my appetite, thinking about doing something so explicit. i just couldn't, by now i would've gotten laid by dallas. but i just hadn't, all the girls told me he did it so quickly with everyone, not just me

"angelica" kathy broke the awkward silence between us three. "we are going to this party, you coming?"

at first i was going to refused. but i thought the decision through before replying

"sure!" i laughed

i was a bit hurt hearing the news of the sunset place dallas took me wasn't meaningful at all. it was just his little spot where he made all those poor broads fall in love with him

i wasn't dally's first girl to make-out in the backseat of his car, i wasn't his first it all

i could care less in that moment if i bumped into dally during the party, my heart just ache in pain thinking how maybe dally didn't see a future in us

but i didn't know that was going to be the worst decision i made for us

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