A Place...To call.. My own?

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     "First, I apologize on Itadori's behalf, he overstepped his bounds on asking you personal questions" Gojo started off.

     Rin sat crossed leg, but he remained silent, Gojo continued.

      "Then, I know there's something going on with you. This whole dorm place to your self along with your brother, your demon cat, your strange air. You're not human. Are you?"

      "What does it matter?" Rin asked from across the door.

     "It does, Itadori wants to get closer to you cause unconsciously, he knows you a bit like him. He's drawn to you in that aspect" Gojo said.

     This somewhat caught Rin's attention.

     "I'm...Like him?" Rin asked.

     "In a way, yes. So answer me this. You're not really human.. Are you?" Gojo asked, his voice soft, but deep and caring.

      Rin pulled his knees to his chest, and sighed. Might as well, he won't be seeing them for long anyway.

     "Yea... I'm not really human... My mother was a human.. My father is a demon.." He said.

     "Who's your father?" 

     ".....Satan"

       "Really now? That's quite interesting-'

     "It would be if I wasn't being punished for just being born" Rin said.

     Rin furrowed his brows as he spoke more "Before it was fine, no one other than Mephisto and my brother knew after Shiro died. Keeping that secret allowed me to hang out with actually people instead of getting into fights everyday. But during a mission that my class was assigned to, my secret of being a demon got out. I was saving a friend, she was saved and she was fine, no actual harm was done to her. But everyone treated me then like I was a ticking time bomb waiting to explode." Rin said.

     Rin felt his eyes burn from the oncoming tears "I lost all my friends that day. The girl I used to have a crush on feared me like I was going to hurt her. I lost my brother too. He's only near me to keep an eye on me and my hell fire to make sure I don't cause any damage. Deep down I know he wants me gone but it's also very confusing. Yukio and I are twins, born from the same mother and father yet he get's treated differently cause I have Satan's fucking powers and he doesn't!" Rin shouted, feeling sorrow and anger at the same time.

     "Not only that..." Rin said, his voice quivering.

     "I have a trial in like three months that determines of I'm "Safe" enough to be around or trained enough to even continue living. If I could control my flames until then, I'll live, but only as a weapon to the Vatican and nothing more, I doubt that I'll even be treated as me again. As Rin. But if I can't get my flames controlled until then... I'll be executed..." Rin said.

      Rin figured this out after he spoke. It was a lot easier to talk and vent to a stranger than someone you really know. 

      "I see, I can't say I understand your problems, but I feel for you and you don't deserve all this" Gojo said.

     "Tell me about it..... I'm just so sick and tired of everything... My brother, this school, being an exorcist-hell-I didn't even want to be an exorcist, I was only in the Cram school so other exorcists could keep an eye on me. My life is no longer mine to live. I have time to beat now if I even want a glimpse of hope for survival." Rin said, quieter.

     Gojo was still able to hear him. Rin then hesitated to speak once more, but did in the end.

     "You...Mentioned that Itadori... That I'm like Itadori.. What do you mean?" Rin asked.