SWITCH - Freenbecky

Chapter 28

"Drunk? what's that?"

I caressed her hair and wipe the tears in her cheeks carefully

"Hmm when a person drink to much alcohol-"

"She drink alcohol? it's for ouchy-"

I chuckled she's too innocent

"No mia it's an Alcohol beverage, a drink, you know what champagne is? wines and beers?"

"Yeah it's my Lolo's drink, he said it taste bad."

"Yeah and that's an alcoholic drink, your mom drink too much and if you drink a large amount of alcohol it will disrupts brain communication, affecting balance, memory, and sometimes you will start hallucinating, so your mommy is not inherself right now."

Mia is staring at me while her mouth is open like she's calculating her thoughts

"Then Why are you eating mommy?" she whispered

Napapikit ako ng madiin, hindi paba sya nakakakita ng taong nag hahalikan?

"We're just kissing Mia."

"Kissing? like this? mmmuah."

I was surprised when she kissed me on my lips, a smack kiss

I smiled and kiss her forehead

"yeah like that."

"No you're not, you exactly eating her."

Oh lord

"It's just a kiss Mia."

umiling sya

"When the two people is kissing like that, that means they love each other very much."

"you love my mommy?" her eyes start sparkling in my eyes

she's smiling cheeks to cheeks

"Yes, and that's our secret."

she nodded and hug me

"how you met my mommy? why are you inlove with her? you two don't even see or know each other, I think you guys just met by an accident today."

"I will tell you soon but for now I want you to go in bed already it's very late."

"I'm waiting for my mommy that's why I'm still awake

I hug her tightly and kiss the top of her head

"I'm sorry Lucifer."

I frowned

"For?"

"For hitting you awhile ago, I don't know why I did that, I just felt bad.. I thought my mom-"

"Sshh I understand baby."
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Mon

Fuck I feel so nervous right now, this is my 1st day of working as Freens secretary

it's been a week since I did something horrible to freen

that night I feel so devastated because of samian and I's memories at Tee's birthday

I need to talk to samian but I need to ask for help to freen first, he's the only key so I can get samians number

But for now, I need to say sorry to Freen. I don't know if I'm just hallucinating that he's my Samian, but in the back of my mind, I know that he's Freen, and I was just doing those things because I missed Samian so much.

What happened in his car that night kept bugging my head.

shit

the way I grind myself on him just to feel something like I'm thirsty and imagining what Sam and I've done in the past