GOLDEN HOUR

Part 3: Again

"okay we are done, are you ready to go out on the field" tiff askes me "yeah i am" i say as i go over and open the door for tiff to walk out "ladys first" i say as tiff goes first and i go after her, as we are walking to the field side by side i put my arm around her. 

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"hey im taylor but evreyone just calles me TJ or Tay and im 24" i say intruducing myself to our new team "HIII im Tiffany but evreyone calls me Tiff and im also 24" she says smiling tiff loves meeting new people "are you single" one of our camra men with the name Cameron askes her "no shes not she is dating and amazinf man hes 6'8 playes basketball in the NBA" i say as im very overprotective over tiff and her realationship with cam "i could said myself but thanks tay" tiff says "are you single" he suddenly askes me "no im dating you mom" i say i snap at him "sorry" he says "shes single but shes not looking for someone right now" tiff says as she looks at cameron "okay well guys lets start to set up so taylor can get started on her interviwes" the short dark red headed girl says her name is anastatia bur for sum reason she gets called rex so the team is her then cameron, shaun and alex hes a cool dude and hes trans. 

"okay TJ are you ready to call the first guys over?" rex askes me and i nod "okay we are filming in 3, 2, 1, "and we are roling. i call the first guys over "Trent McDuffie" i say as he comes running over to us "hey guys i heard you wanted to ask some questions " trent says and i ask him some questions and we chat about diffrent things when we have all we want with trent for now he leaves and call over travis kelce "Treavis Kelce" i say and the big man comes over "travis kelce how are you" i ask him "im good what about you" travis askes me oh shit umm what do i say "im fine thanks but umm so how is it going with taylor and you?" i ask him so we can change the subject and it works, we get evreything we want with travis so now its the last one "Patrick Mahomes" i yell and he comes running "you" i say as i look at him "you" he says "do you guys know each other" rex askes me i look at tiff thats look rather confused until it hits her and her eyes says shit fr and i say with my eyes yes fr

' "can we just get 5 minuts guys?" patrick says as they nod and he drags me over to the opening that goes backstage "WTF WHERE YOU THINKING THAT NIGHT YOU HAVE A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND PATRICK" i yell at him as tears are threatning to fall "look i dont have a girlfriend and if you "knew" i had a girlfriend why would you sleep with me huh" patrick says to me "BECAUSE I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW IT WAS YOU ASSHOLE" i yell at him a few of the guys look at us "look me and brit we broke up a few monthes ago so chill out and calm down okay" patrick says wtf is wrong with him "WTF" i say as i slap him hard really hard he takes a few steps back as he lost balance when i slaped him "okay i deserved that but look i swear that night i didnt cheat on her okay we broke up a week befor that and i had been really sad and didnt want to do anything i didnt even want to go up to take a shower i stayed in bed all day not eating not doing anything thats why the boys took me out to get me in a better mood okay and if you still dont belive me i can ask the guys okay" he says oh i feel bad now especilly because i know what it feels like not being able to do anything "oh-.. i- im sorry i didnt know and i belive you and im sorry for slaping you and yelling at you i know how its feels" i say patrick looks at me and gives me a smile "its okay and i understand if you dont want to interviwe me today" patrick says as hes on his way to go as i take his hand "no i would l-l-love to" i say as i gulb and we go over and do the interviwe. 

after the interviwe patrick pulls me into a room "look im so sorry for that night and i totally understand if you dont want to talk with me and just want to me to avoide you and only taalk during our interviews i totally understand that you hate me i would to and if you think i did somthing wrong just tell me and im so sorry okay i dont want you to hate me and befor you ask about brittany yes we broke up and yes we are still talking but its not my obtion she broke my heart bc she found someone else and now she wants to just be friends thats what she told me just a bit more violent okay and im sorry and if you want me to tell brittany i will and im sorry okay im so sorry i just dont want you to be mad at me im so sorry and i-i feel guilty and i dont know why" he says as he starts to break down i dont know what to do so i just tell him what i feel "look patrick im not mad at you well i was but that was befor you told me that you two wherent dating and if theres anyone who should feel guilty it would be me i slapped you and im sorry for that okay and you dont have to be sorry for anything you and brittany arent seeing eachother and your single so your allowed to do what ever you wont to and that brittany did that to you is awful and you should never have to go throught that no one should and definetly not you because from what i learned in that interview you are the sweetes guy but theres just one thing i dont understand is that night why did you just leave?" i ask him i want to hug him but i dont know if it will be uncomftrobel for him it will for me but right now i dont give a fuck about me you know what fuck it i take him in and imbrace him in a hug and he hugs me back crying into my shoulde "i dont know i was just scared that you would see whomb i was and you would get wierd and i was scared that rumors would start and im sorry i should have said somthing to you" he says as he cries harder "its okay patrick its okay" i say as i brush my hand on his back head slowly trying to get him to calm down "im sorry i wont do it again" patrick says as we leave since he calmed down.

"im sorry i wont do it again" i say as i break down tiff asked me to try on a cute tank top i didnt think and she saw my cuts "baby dont cut" she says to me as she hugs me "next time talk to me and then pls baby dont cut promise me" she says as i cry im so stupid i cant promise that.