It was morning
I woke up and found myself lying on the couch
The room was too big for me ..
Never needed such space ..
I saw the diary next to me ..
I smiled at me ..
Writing is fun .. I said to myself ..
I looked at the clock ..
I need a job-
... i-
I don't know what to do ..
She was hungry ..
Then she found the a bag on the bed ..
It was not there before ..
It was not her..
She opened it in curiosity..
And there was food ..
She didn't knew whom it was ..
She thought that maybe it was from the apartment lady who was sorry..
She didn't thought and started eating ..
She was hungry tho
Not her fault ..
Little did she knew that there was someone outside her room ..
"Have you done the work?" Asked ..
"Yes boss" .. said
As he cutted the call with a smirk
And left..
Meanwhile
Jungkook called the servants and maids back ..
His life was like before ..
He ..also appointed therapist to make it better
"Hello Mr jeon .. I am jung hoesoek
Jhope In short" he said with a smile"Why your name is j hope?" Jungkook asked
"Because I give hope to everyone why did you asked?" he said cheerfully
"Because it's very unique" jungkook said
"So I know the questions will get personal but you can always use the code purple when you want to change the topic so can we start ?" jhope asked
"Hm" jungkook replied
"Do you have an hobby?" Jhope asked
"Writing" jungkook replied
"About what?" He asked
"Letters" jungkook replied
"To whom" he asked
"To my closed ones" jungkook replied
"Do you send them ?" He asked
"No" jungkook replied
"Is everything alright between you and your closed ones?" He asked
"Not right now but it will be soon" jungkook said
He noticed something weird and wrote it in his notes
"So what do you like to write about?" He asked
"My thoughts" jungkook replied
"You know jungkook writting is a good habbit how long have you adapted this?" He asked
"Since I was a kid" jungkook replied
"Do you feel good after writing?" He asked
"A lit better .. it feels such a relief" jungkook replied
"Any other hobbies that you have adopt?" He asked
"No" jungkook replied
"Well atleast have one" he said with a smile
"Lets get deep" he said
Jungkoo nodded
"Have you hurted someone's feeling?" He asked
"Everyone's" jungkook replied with a sad smile
"Do you regret it?" He asked
"Not everytime" jungkook replied
"You apologized to them after that?" He asked
"It was always too late .. I just wrote it in my diary" he replied
"But were genuinely sorry?" He asked
"Of course I was .. I told her .. But she didn't belived me .. She left me for my own benefit that's what she said" jungkook said
" good" he mummered
"So was she very mad ?" He asked
"She was first but she has kind heart.. so she forgave me" jungkook replied
"Still she left you?" He asked
"To heal my trauma" Jungkook replied
"What truama?" He asked
Jungkook hesitated
He had fear in his eyes for not being accepted ..
"Purple" he wispeard
Jhope just nodded
" I am so sorry for making you uncomfortable at your first session but don't worry we will heal your truama together .. for that you need to accept your past you need to forgive yourself" jhope said
"You don't understand I can't be forgiven by even myself for the mistake" jungkook said with a sad smile
"Listen jungkook many things in us are common .. we all are humans .. we all make mistakes ..But there is something different between us" said jhope
"What?"jungkook asked
"The way to deal with it .. some panic so some get depressed .. some get happy so some get weird too but the thing matters is that you can't run from that situation .. you have to deal with it" said jhope
"What do you mean by that?" Jungkook asked
"You are running away from your problem" jhope said
Jungkook remained silent
"As your therapist I will tell you the past was past .. you can't change it or run with it .. you can simply accept it and work on your present to get a better future .." he motivated ..
"It doesn't work in my case .. my past is connected to my present and it will also be a part of my future" jungkook said
"I would love to talk about it more .. in your next session.. just be confident" jhope said with a smile ..
As he left
Jungkook was sitting there
"Are you really just a past?" He asked
"But I want you to be my present" he said ..
"I want you to be there in my future" he said
"I don't want a life without you" he said sadly ..
He saw the food on the table ..
He wasn't hungry ..
He went to his office..
And yes he left mafia world..
He was driving the car
His eyes were blurry due to the tears ..
Then suddenly
BAM
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Revenge On The Innocent Soul
Fiksi PenggemarAfter all what he did Will she forgive him? For some people .. love is not always like the season of spring .. blooming flowers .. fresh wind green trees everywhere .. And beautiful .. preety .. sometimes it's the season of autumn.. dead flowers...