My gay husband

The unexpected reunion

"I Love you" Nikhil says hugging me tightly.

"I love you too Nikhil" I said
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but he pushed me saying "No Sam it's not the friendship love you ,I .... I love you like I wanna kiss you right now ".

"What?...what are you talking about nikhil are you mad?"
I really didn't get what he is trying to say

"yes ,I think I'm really going insane right now Sam..... I love you " he added, tears welling up in his eyes.

Seeing him cry suddenly hurt and my mind is in turmoil right now. "No Nikhil you can't do this to me I'm going to get married to Mia tomorrow I thought you were here to congrats me.......You are too late nikhil bye...."

I turned to walk away from him without looking back then he grabbed my wrist turning me towards him .

" What...what do you mean by I'm too late Sam ? What are yo.. "

"Yes you are TOO LATE NIKHIL " I shouted .
It raged me to hit him to death

"It's been... it's been TWO YEARS Nikhil, TWO FU*KING YEARS since you moved canda ,It felt really hard for me to carry on my life without you that's when I realised the feeling I had for you but....you....you always ignored me and my calls and gradually we stopped contacting eachother but I wanted my bestfriend to know about my marriage....."
"I really didn't except you to attend my call or come to my wedding...... But see here you are making a shitty scene confessing me on my wedding function AFTER IGNORING AND LEAVING ME ALONE all these time" I unintentionally spilled everything in one go .

I can feel the shock and confusion in his eyes ,i don't want to see that captivating eyes so I break the eye contact saying " But I moved on and I'm getting married so forget about this and.....live your life " I know my voice came out broke and unsteady while saying this because I have never moved on,
still and ever I will love him .

"You are my life" it had me stop in my tracks "what..."
Thump
Thump
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I can hear my heart beat it felt like it will burst any moment if he speaks another word " you are my life Sam.....how can I live without my life" I didn't say anything and start to run towards my room I faintly hear him calling me from behind but I don't know what to say or do so I didn't stop anywhere until I enter my room .
I really can't breathe and I can't understand myself I thought I'd feel sad or anger towards him if I see him but my heart is racing and I got a FU*KING BONER at his confession.... DAMN I'm in a complete fuckshiting situation right now.
'haaa'
I'm going to marry Mia tomorrow but here I am getting boner for that shitheads confession.
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Then I go to bathroom to get a cold shower to cool myself down . I really don't know what to do 'accept that shitheads confession or cancel the marriage'.
Whatever happened this marriage have to go as planned otherwise it'll make my parents to lower their heads in front of other. I never allow that to happen in this life and I know Nikhil he won't do anything stupid at the last minute.

Nope I don't know him and I have no faith in him right now. So I hope he won't do anything.