Too Angry to pray to you,
Too Broken to trust in your words... that is when you even decide to speak
I don't trust you anymore, I don't know you to be who they say you are.
The test has gone on for too long, can you not see me dying?
End the misery! Put me to rest! Do you not care for me anymore?
Your love has turned to confusion to me, i know not how to approach you.
I have no words that are right to speak to you,
I don't know who you are anymore.
I cried out for you, just to hear your voice in my time of need,
You ignored me, you kept your silence, you stayed in your hiding place.
I needed you and you kept mute...
Tell me then, how do I believe you love me?
But you are not to blame, when do I invest time into things of you?
Perhaps you are just granting me what i give to you.
Perhaps you are showing me the same silence i show to you.
Perhaps you have become as uninterested in me as i had become with you, choosing anything over your ways.
Perhaps i am reaping what i had sowed,
I do not blame you for your silence,
I just didn't know it would hurt this much.
Fimi Babalola
