The things I couldn't tell you that night.

We never seem to hate each other.

"you hate me enough don't gotta give you another reason "

"i don't hate you actually"

"you're close to"

"nah. i never will"

That short conversation stuck to me, knowing that you'll never hate me in a world where people only seem to hate me.

Nah you'll never hate me even if i don't seem to give you a chance on becoming my one and only man.

Even if i gave up on you many times and ignore you when you walk by.

You won't ever find a way to hate me?

Is it because of the constant care and love i give you?

Or just the attachment you have to me like im some sort of mouse trap?

We'll never know.

But why? 

Why would we never know?

I don't know that either.

Just how I don't know why I keep showing you that care and that love when you won't return it.

I love you, is that romantically?

i don't know.

At the end of the day we're two lost teenagers who will never hate each other.