If I Can't Have Him...

End/Epilog

Their reception ran late into the night, booze and food never running low even as the six friends continued to feast, drink, and dance. Yoongi and Jeongguk at one point or another throughout the night had shared a dance with everyone in attendance (minus mister Min who stayed glued to his seat the entire time) and eventually it was time to go home.

The two grooms stumbled into their home, giggly, happy, and very drunk. Their innocent touches led to more but between the euphoria of getting married, and too much alcohol..They're not sure who fell asleep first but Yoongi woke up still half dressed in his tux with Jeongguk soft and half inside him. Neither of them had gotten naked, and neither of them had climaxed. If his head wasn't spinning he would have laughed.

Bali was beautiful.

Three weeks in the sun and on the sand had their bodies feeling rested and warm. The two were inseparable, and they spent an awful lot of time intertwined in their private villa, on the beach, and in the water. The water was an uncomfortable but unforgettable experience. Not the most logical for an intimate moment, and the two laughed as a wave almost knocked them down mid stroke. But neither of them would have done anything different.

They did learn, however, that old habits die hard.

They had ventured out of their bubble for a night of fun out and about. They ended up at a bar, crawling with tourists and people for drinks and food. It was a good time, but Yoongi stood at the bar with his hip out as he leaned against the wood waiting for their drinks. A man approached him, hand on the small of Yoongi's back, and offered to buy him a drink.

Yoongi smirked and leaned into his touch as he felt the hairs on the back of his neck rise under the watchful eyes of his husband "of course" he purred. Jeongguk allowed Yoongi to have his fun, watching from their table as the man flirted with him, and Yoongi allowed him to do so.

Jeongguk cracked his neck, rolled his shoulders, and finally approached. He wished he had a knife with him, but he figured he could break the man's fingers with minimal effort, for thinking he could touch what was clearly his.

He put himself right between them, glaring at Yoongi in a way Yoongi had never seen before. Jeongguk's dark menacing eyes sent a chill down his spine that caused his whole body to shiver as Jeongguk leaned down and whispered against his ear "would you like to watch this time sweetheart"

Yoongi found himself nodding before his brain could catch up.

When things settled, Yoongi looked over at Jeongguk and sighed "no more, Guk. I mean it this time"

"No more hyungie" he beamed. He picked Yoongi up and threw him down on the bed "but I think my baby needs to be taught a lesson, hm?"

Every time they have sex, Yoongi swears it's the best he's ever had. But that night, smelling of sweat and lingering blood as Jeongguk fucked into him hard and rough, uncaring if Yoongi was comfortable or not..was the best sex of Yoongi's life. He cried hard and snotted all over himself as he begged Jeongguk to let him cum. Jeongguk was like a beast, his anger pumped through his veins as he taught Yoongi to stop testing his patience. And when Jeongguk finally hit his release, pulling out to cum all over Yoongi's sad face, he finally let Yoongi cum. He didn't help him, and Yoongi felt dumb stroking himself but he felt like his skin was on fire and his insides were melting.

Fuck, he loves Jeongguk so much.

And as a reward for his good behavior, Jeongguk of course carried him to the bath he had filled with warm water and soft smelling bubbles. The two laid in the water together, Yoongi curled up in his lap as they exchanged kisses and Jeongguk eventually cleaned both of them. He carried a naked and clean Yoongi to their room and laid him on their clean sheets before he finally, slowly, made love to him and cherished him. A stark contrast from the Jeongguk that had torn him apart an hour before.

He loved all of it.

A year after their wedding, the two decided to look into their options for having children.

A year later they brought home their daughter Jeon Ji-na. They had opted for a surrogate, both had given samples and neither wanted to know whose sperm was chosen, but when she came put with doe bambi eyes, a wide nose, a perfect cupid's bow, and a mole under her bottom lip but slightly off to the side there was no question. She was a copy and paste of Jeongguk.

Both of them agreed they had never felt a love so strong.

The three of them shared a life full of love. The two dad's waited on their daughter hand and foot and never let her down. The slightest downturn of her lips and the two were on it in a heartbeat.

Jeongguk's favorite moments were two or three in the morning half asleep, watching his half asleep husband hold their tiny baby in his pale arms, shushing her lightly and feeding her as she kicked her chubby legs and made sounds he didn't know were possible as she guzzled down her formula and sighed against her daddy's chest as she finally relaxed and let slumber take her down again.

Yoongi's favorite moments were in the too bright morning light when he'd leave the bedroom and find his husband holding their tiny bean in his muscular arms, looking down at her with so much love and adoration that it literally took Yoongi's breath away. The soft coo in Jeongguk's voice that was only reserved for their Ji-Ji, the way he was gentle and sweet whenever he did anything with her.

They loved being parents so much that when Ji-na was three they decided to have another. They brought home their second daughter when Ji-na was four. Jeon Mi-na. A spitting image of her father, sharp feline eyes, thin lips and a tiny button nose.

The two dads fell in love all over again.

Life was hectic, twice the princess dresses, hair products, barbies, dance classes, soccer practices, two very spoiled little girls with four uncles to spoil them alongside their whipped daddies.

Uncle Tae loved to do their hair while his husband uncle Hobi loved to buy them the best and prettiest clothes.

Uncle Joonie and his husband Uncle Jinnie loved to read to them, and took them on frequent trips to museums, aquariums, the zoo, and even surprised everyone with a trip to Disney when Ji-Ji was twelve and her sister Mi-Mi was eight.

They had the perfect family and led the perfect life.

The only bump came when Ji was nineteen and her boyfriend had cheated on her. They had been together for three years, highschool sweethearts destined for marriage and a happy life to rival her fathers'. But he ruined it.

And he made Jeongguk's baby cry.

"One more?"

"Guk, seriously? It's been years. We can't" he shook his head, Ji-na wailed from her room and Yoongi winced as the sound tore through his heart "we can't really.. They're going to get hurt sometimes. That's just life"

"Daddy!" Mi-na yelled "Ji-Ji needs you!"

"One more hyungie. I know I can't stop them from getting hurt, and I know this won't be the last time something like this happens. But I'm not the same as I used to be"

Yoongi sighed as they entered their oldest daughter's room, her wide doe eyes filled with tears as she cried, her skin blotchy and snot trickling down her face. He looked at Jeongguk over his shoulder and closed his eyes "one more Guk"

"One more hyungie" he beamed and kissed his lips "come here princess" he sat beside his daughter and held her tight.

He'd do anything for the loves of his life.

°•○●End●○•°