step 5: always keep your guard up

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Yes...yes!

That must be it...

This took me a while to figure out...

I was aware he can't swim... Yet I pushed him so carelessly.

Of course the school didn't say anything about it, since they can't talk to my parents about it

Because of you know why

I can't blame him for hating me, because I well deserve it. But... I have a feeling it's something else. I'm not quite sure... But it's likely that might not be it.

Or maybe because I'm needy and clingy?

Or maybe because I beg him for stuff?

Maybe because I act pompous?

...

Wait...

It might be all of them.

F?ck... If it is, I might just start making a noose, and call it a life. Not day, but a life.

(PRESENT DAY)

He seemed even more pissed, that he wouldn't talk to me...

Me: ''yuji...?''

Yuji: ''what.''

Me: ''are you ok?''

Yuji: ''yeah?''

Me: ''are you su--''

Yuji: ''yes, Daiki. I am sure.''

...

Silence. We only heard our footsteps along the path.

I broke it.

Me: ''Yuji, you know you can talk--''

Yuji: ''talk to you about it, yeah yeah.'' he grumbles on. ''I'm just serious now, Daiki. Being immature isn't as fun as it used to be.''

I know why, because I annoyed him to the point he doesn't remain with his old personality.

Me: ''Yuji?''

Yuji: ''what''

Me: ''you know I care about you?''

Yuji: ''yeah, me too.''

Me: ''you know I don't like that you keep your pent up emotions away from me...''

Yuji: ''I know... I know.''

Me: ''so what's up?''

Yuji: ''nothing. Just drop it.''

...

That was harsh, but I shut my mouth.

We made it to school. Ahhh. How nice.
Of course, the pick-me Femboy (Nozomi) was there.

Nozomi: ''Heeeeyyy yuji~!'' Nozomi said, in a cooing tone.

Yui: ''yo! Nomi! What's up?''

I silently stared, not saying anything

Nozomi: ''i got some stuff to spill...''

Yuji: '' Do you now?'' Yuji smirked.

I thought he said he was serious, and not immature.

How bold of you, Yuji.

I spoke up.

Me: ''hot or cold?'' I mumbled.

Nozomi: ''UH... hot, of course!'' he scoffed, as always.

Yuji: ''alright you two, don't cause beef.''

Me: ''yeah, Femboy.'' I smirked.

Nozomi:''OH SHUT UP YOU NASTY PIECE OF DOGSH?T--''

I admit, I started it, but he snapped my string of calmness.

I snapped.

Me: ''CALLING ME BAD NAMES, EH?''

He went into a fighting position, only for Yuji to break us apart.

Yuji: ''alright, Boys. Calm it down.''

I growled. He was pissing me off.

Nozomi: ''f?cking furry...''

Me: ''SHUT UP YOU BARBIE FEMBOY PICK-ME!''

Nozomi: ''GO F?CK YOURSELF''

Me: ''MAKE ME!!''

Yuji grunted.

This feels weird...

This feels so familiar...

A/N

Sorry for all the sudden edits
Half of them were probably from myself reading my book 🫠

Make sure to breathe in good air, drink and eat properly, and have good sleep! Take care of yourself guys!

before I go, have some drawings I made of Daiki :)

before I go, have some drawings I made of Daiki :)

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