Obsession

part 29

You always have fun watching me suffering... Wow great how much lies they say when they said that great God understand everything he never let his child suffer ... Oh seems like I am not your child great great (he start laughing at this moment) seems like you didn't create me... Why create me like this ?? Dear God beloved God why make me like this when you yourself hate me this much ... Why,, does it my fault is this my sin am I sinner ... If taking birth in this way is my sin then what about you when you make me like this ... If I am ruthless then isn't it your mistake too ... Ppl said you make ppl then here I am who made by you ruthless merciless Taehyung ... If I am ruthless then where is your mercy ... come on say it why you always send someone then take them away ... Why tell me why I have to suffer ... Ppl say you understand everything can't you understand now I want some peace ... Last time you send a little angel then take away Without showing a bit of mercy make me totally broken again you want this ... That time I was able to handle myself but not now ... I can't handle myself now ... I can't handle if something happens to him ... He is my life he is my everything... Pls don't (he couldn't control himself now all the harsh thing was choking him now ... All the pain make his spine cold ... His whole mind is void at this moment all he know he want his husband back ... He want his life back ) if something happened with him then I won't be able to alive ... Maybe you are having fun seeing me like this of course yes ... You always get fun seeing me in pain ... We have great enmity right ... Doc said only you can save him and they only can try ... Pls save him pls I don't have anyone without him ... I don't have anyone without my little prince ... He is my life ..  would you agree if I beg then here I am begging pls give me his life ... I can do everything for him I can give everything for him even My life too (he kneel down on the ground his body isn't supporting to stand much time now ) pls I am begging you ..  I am begger Infront of you pls give me him ... Give him back to me ... My little prince can't stay without with me ... I can't stay without him ..  not for me I am a sinner I am Ruthless I am worst but he is pure he didn't did anything... For him give him back to me ..  I want nothing I want him only ... Pls give him back to me ... Take My life u don't deserve to be live in this world ..  I k!||€d ppl I torture them right I am monster then kill me take my life and give his life ... I don't want him (he wipe his tears and the water which didn't let him talk ) I don't want anyone I don't deserve him ... Take my life and give his life back to him ... Nothing should be happened with him pls no don't do anything to my bub ... He is so fragile he can't even bare any scratch and now my bub my pretty prince is fighting for his life ... He might be feeling so hurt so muchPain .. how Much it's hurting him ... (He can't think can't imagine his bun's pain ..  he remembers how his bunny always whine when he used to applied ointment on his h!¢k€¥ marks. .. he always used to say many things to tae for creating all this even when he was just little hurt how he used to behave like a baby clinging on tae's body asking his whole attention) Pls give his life instead take my own life ... (He was so much in grief that he don't know what he is saying... What should he do when heart is too much in pain ... He is in pain his whole body was swallow by grief ... He saw his princess just sitting beside him and smile later wipe his tears which invisible by rain water ) taehee; what are you doing tiger go to my bunny he is missing you ... He need you .. (tae cried more when he saw the beautiful smile in his princess face ) Go tiger my bunny is waiting (she kissed tae's forehead and disappear when tae hiccup badly... Somehow stand up from the place and start going towards hospital)The night spend in full tension... Not so soon the Sun risen up it's come after so many years according to tae but everything was same ... Everything was going according to nature... Tae was just sitting at ICU room where his little prince was sleeping with his oxygen mask ... Still 72 hours left doctor give time ... If jk didn't wake up in this 72 hours then he can go to coma ... 72 hours feeling like 72 years for tae ... He was holding his little one hand so gently..  that much gently that jk is fragile glass will broke by his rough hand ... He lean and kiss on jk's hand .. Tae: wake up bub it's already so many times you are sleeping like this ... You know I am bored without you ... We will watch movie and I promise I won't curse your favourite character.. wanna eat ice cream hubby will buy every flavor leave about all restrictions my bub's happiness matter right prince .. (he said and lean later peck jk's head lovingly caressing his cheeks )

The 71 hours already passed... The courage tae gained all are shattering badly... His Patience are running out now ... He verge in the room and hug his bun's body ...
Tae: it's ok it's ok right you will be with me so it's ok ... You are alive and that's ok (he kiss his cheeks caressing lovingly) you know I am selfish too much selfish bub I want you to jump on me kiss me being all stubborn bun .. Don't be like this don't sleep more I am tired now I also want to sleep but can't without your finger playing in my chest ... (He was caressing his hair while jk start breathing heavily while his whole body was shivering badly... Tae hurriedly stand up and call doc who come and saw jk is breathing heavily they start required things while suddenly jk open his eyes ..  Tae was standing a little bit far while biting his lips due to tension ... Jk slowly look at tae's side and forward his hand a little while tae closed his eyes and somehow control hisEmotions ... After hours the doctor back away and finally tae can go towards his bun... Jk look at his hubby and tae come hurriedly and hug his bun who is crying... Tae was caressing his arms to make him calm down ...
Tae: hussh my baby boy look hubby is here nothing happened to you. .. you are safe bubba doll ... Nothing happened now don't cry my little prince ... (He said and peck jk's head later back away and cup his cheeks kiss his dry lips again and again .. after backing away he saw jk's teary eyes ) jk; I won't be stubborn now promise hubby I will only listen to you I promise you ... I will listen your every word hubby (he said and cried in his hubby's embrace while tae look at doc who just sigh .. soon the medicine start working and jk fall asleep but didn't leave tae's arms hugging it tightly as he is afraid of losing his hubby again which tae also understand and Didn't move )Tae: Doctor (he said and doc gulp hearing the ruthless voice ... ) You said every surgery is successful then why my bub is not able to talk ... (Doc gulp and wipe his sweat ) Doc ; Mr Kim actually from very young age he know he can't talk he set his mentally like this only ... He is thinking that he can't talk ... Give him sometime if still nothing happened then I would suggest to visit a psychologist... (Tae nod his head and laid in bed properly hugging his bun while doc left from there ... Tae's phone again rang from last 3 days his family continuously calling him but he don't have much energy to talk with them ... Soon he heard ring sound and taking the phone he saw from some media house ... He get confused and dial bg's number who pick it but seems like he is busy ) Tae: media is calling me ... Bg; the reporter already publish the video but there is nothing just your voice and the leopard without nothing.. Tae: I told you to handle this matter ... (He growl like tiger while bg just sigh ) Bg; you don't have to tense I will handle this matter on my own way ... Just don't say anything to anyone ... (Tae exhale a deep breath while gritting his teeth ) Tae: don't kill that reporter it will make the situation more worst ... just don't kill him and try to make it as rumors and if you can't do it then remember next moment it will be your d€@d body ... (He said while gritting his teeth make bg bite his lips .. he know tae didn't mean all this just his anger but for sure he know if the work didn't happen properly kim v won't hesitate to kill him ... Tae's eyes become totally red due to anger he look at his chest and saw his bun sleeping peacefully with a pout ... His all anger vanished kissing his forehead he hug him softly so his bun doesn't get hurt .. jk snuggle more in his hubby's chest while tae keep pecking his forehead and head )After some hours jk wake up and sit in the bed while tae was cutting fruits and jk was looking at him ... Tae look at his bun and that time BG and Eun come there ... Eun give him flower while jk smile at them .. tae come to jk and sit there by holding his hand later shoved one apple piece in his mouth ... Eun; how are you feeling now kookie ?? (Jk smile and forward his hand which tae understand and give his phone to jk who type something and show to Eun ) jk; I am fine nonna what about you and baby ... Did baby kick you already and I couldn't feel it ..  ( Eun laugh at the question and nod his head as no ) Eun; nope baby didn't kick it's still need months ... Just be healthy again ... (Jk nod his head and look at tae who hold his hand ) tae: bub now you can talk your surgery was successful little one ... (Jk keep blinking his eyes not able to believe what actually jk tae is talking... He is confuse at this moment)