𝙌𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩 𝙎𝙤𝙪𝙡. [ПРОДЪЛЖЕНИЕ]- ONGOING.

41. Recovery

Since I was a kid
I lived with insecurities ,
And shattered pieces
of what I remember .

I've fallen apart ,
letting all of me
to be taken away
by cutting knife.

All I knew
was all I saw ,
my tears were
like waterfall .

This was all I've got ,
All I could hope for ,
but I was foolish ,
and innocent .

Oh my , I would never
show you what it feels like
to be a loser who just
wanted to be given a chance ,
never taught myself it is
going to be the last .

And the last thing to be
was to stand up all over
the places my heart was broken in ,
to let you see the loser in me ,
of what I've fought for ,
what I've been as ,
what I've wished to be.

Hoping you will give me chance
to grow out of it again ,
and just let me stay with you.
Just like a little kid ,
I'll cross the road for you
to get stronger than myself.

And now as I see you
in front of my eyes ,
my pieces glue back together .
As you make me warm
and stronger enough ,
nobody can hold
a power like this...

just let me stay like this ,
and hold my scars as if
they were rose petals..