misunderstanding

the past

You walked inside the cafeteria,and got some food for your self ,
You sat on the chair, and looked outside the window
There was a no one on the road,and was covered with snow ❄️ wind was blowing lightly giving tree's a shake
You unwrappe your kimbab and took a sip from your coffee
The only thought roaming in your mind was Jungkook
The next week you are getting married to that man or you can say your childhood crush
The only person you have been dreaming of in your childhood
But now when you getting one you are not happy

You quickly finished your food and got up , but got bumped into something hard
You were about to fell. But he was quick enough to wrapped his hands around your waist.
As you look up , your eyes travel downside up
You found no one but Jungkook
His dark brown eyes, expression less face ,a slight pink nose due to the weather
Staring deep in yours ....
Jungkook -Let's go
Yn- huh !!! Hmm
Your heart beat become a mess , a Shiver held down to your spin as his cold hand's touches your warm skin ...
You came out of your thoughts when he left your wrist and called you Yn
Yn- huh ya lets go
You both turned and went outside the CVS
He opened the car door for you and you sat inside...he came to his side and start you drove off ... When he notices a slight chance in your behaviour
Usually you are the one you try to communicate with him but today you were lost somewhere else
He dropped you to your appartment and drove off
You unlock the door and switch on the light
And droped yourself on the bed and started crying
Past memories stared to hit you
How Jungkook reacted last week when ,he came to pick up from airport,the way he was pissed you see you ,
You were coming out with your luggage, there u saw his car waiting for your arrival.
He didn't even came out of the car to help you with the luggage........
And like this all the things happened between you and him after knowing about the marriage stared to came in your mind

Tears staring to flow from your eyes thinking that why can't he love the way you do
Your hands tremble and.legs shake, Tears well up in my eyes and thought that you are going to break.
You want to run and hide from everyone but your panic attacks always visit without permission.

A poem which I found relation to situation

I looked at you smiling from an infinite distance
For me you were just a call away
but you didn't care about my existence
vision blurred I cannot differentiate
my blue feels black
and you just laughed away
I try catching a breath tears heavy on my lashes
They said we like air and fire
The whole night passes., don't know when you fall asleep......

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