Begin Again

Beginning Again

Panic, adrenaline, confusion, but also realization spirals through her inner self like a whirlwind. That wasn't the only thing spiraling around her like a twister

She was in a seemingly endless void of darkness speckled to what appeared to look like tiny, shiny stars or glimmering stardust

Wind howled in her ears like a siren, the force of the loud, whistling wind made her eardrums seer in pain. It felt like her eardrums could pop and burst

Things spun and spun on her axis. The whole time, she felt like she was spinning and being pulled forward, the feeling of being both pulled but also falling

It was a dizzying feeling, a sight that made her sick. What was happening? She's never heard of death experiences turning out like this before....

She squeezed her eyes shut, but the feeling of being pulled down, falling, never stopped, and things continued to feel as if it was spinning on its axis

Then, a bright light engulfed her vision even through her eyelids. For a moment, everything turned deathly silent

Only the ringing in her ears could be heard

and then suddenly the white light disappeared, she was pulled forward, she hit solid ground rather roughly, and she was sent rolling against what felt like a slick, tiled surface

A loud groan of pain and discomfort left her lips, hot pain stinging through every part of her body

She felt disoriented, still sick and fatigued from what she calls her "death experience". Every bone in her body was trembling. She heard footsteps tip, tapping against the slick tiled floor along with quiet, talking voices of three or two men

Confusion filled her, her eyes still closed, her limbs felt tired and heavy

"Get up, come on, get up." She thought to herself with desperation, sprawled out on the tile floor she clenched her numb hands into a fist, digging her nails not so gently into the palms of her hands

"You can't give up like this. There are just some things you have to fight and brave in your life. Open your eyes, Freya! Get up!" She yells to herself in her head with the same burning desperation and determination

Suddenly the footsteps stop and she feels eyes on her

"Who the fuck is that? Did one of them get out of containment?" A man asked sounding alarmed, she suddenly heard what sounded like guns were pointed towards her making her instantly stiffen

"You! Who are you!? You don't look like a scientist, guard, or employee!"

Adrenaline coursed through her veins, her eyes snapped open- the color of molten, smelted bright gold. She saw bright white flooring in her sight, the whole hallway a bright, blinding white

She closed her eyes again, she stayed still and didn't say a word

"What the fuck? I don't think she's one of the experiments..." The two guards, armored in bullet proof vests, in all black swat type of designed clothing. Automatic rifles gripped in their hands as they slowly inched their way closer, one kicking her slightly with their iron toed, black combat boots