'Only Time Will Tell How I End Up'

Chapter 11

"Vally can we go home please? My legs been hurting for a while but you were having so much fun that I decided not to bother you and ask you. But please can we go now. Before I keel over and die?"

"Omg your in pain willow?! Why didnt you tell me this before I would have went home straight away. Ok lets get you home!" She hauled me along carefully and we got to the car in record time.  I smiled as she started the car and drove us home. I carried my clothing items and my stuff from the hospital upstairs because vally refused to let my take anything else. I smiled and watched her text Xavier to make her come and help her. I hobbled up the stairs one by one slowly but surely.

"Hey need some help Willow?" I shook my head vehemently and continued to manage my way up the stairs. I laughed as I made it to the top. I threw my clothes in the closet and picked out my outfit for tomorrow. It consisted of a darkish lightish green tank top that matched the green on my new rosta jacket, some dark blue jeggings. and my black flats. Im only going to be able to wear one flat but I guess Ill be fine. It felt weird walking in my combat boots with this cast thing on. I couldnt wear both of them. I pulled out my lacy night gown and put on some shorts under it. Ill take them off before bed. I walked to the kitchen as I heard footsteps coming upstairs.

"What is there like 80 pounds of whatever in this bag? How much sh*t did you buy at the sweet factory. How much candy does one need?" I chuckled I need that much candy. We have movie night every night and I need it for the movies. I mean come on whats movie night without popcorn candy and soda?

"I need all that candy. Some of its just for me. But its also for movie nights. And when we just feel like eating candy." I smiled and put some water on to boil for some raviolis. I heated up the 5 cheese sauce to go over it and then I grabbed a popsicle. I also put a tea kettle on to boil and walked into the other room sucking on the popsicle. I giggled to myself when I thought of something dirty ;). I plopped down on the couch and watched Vally play some mario.

"So Xavier," I whispered to him, "you going to stay with me tonight. I sure would love it." I smiled up at him. I cant believe how hard im falling for him. Its unbelieveable. But im unsure about what will happen after highschool. I plan on going to college. But I dont think hes going to go. I mean I only have till the end of the school year and thats 4-5 months away. I plan on graduating and getting excepted into a vet school. I want to move to Paris or London when Im older. I plan on getting out of here and living my life. Im falling hard for him but the future for us is unsure.

"Hey Willow. You look sad. I mean I wont stay tonight if it will upset you." He said softly with his eyes downcast.

Xavier's P.O.V

"So Xavier you going to stay tonight? I sure would love it." She whispered to me.

"Yea sure I will. I would love to too," She had this weird faraway look in her eyes when I answered though. I cant believe how hard im falling for this girl. Shes changed me. Made me a better person and she doesnt even know it. I havnt slept with one girl in 3 months because of her. I havnt done  one thing to mess up the slim chance I have with her. I mean I become a mess around her when shes this close. I dont know what shes doing to me. But sometimes I dont think I like it. Ive always been in control and shes taking it away from me. But my heart keeps telling me something different.

"Hey Willow. You look sad. I meanI wont stay tonight if it will upset you." I said softly looking at the ground.

"No no no. Thats not why I was sad. I was thinking about my future with someone and whether it will pull through if it even begins. Ill just cross that bridge when I get there though. I cant do a thing about it right now. Ill just let faith take her course and hopefully shes on my side." she said sweetly. I sighed. Great she likes someone else, Ill never have a chance with her now.