Moments between life and death

To my children

Oh
What can I say
That hasn't been said before
I love you
Oh so much
Will you ever know how much?

Although you live in me
I have not meet y'all. Still

I longed to hold you in my arms
Hear the sweet cry of you existence
Feel the soft skin of needing me
Trust in me blindly
A love so sweet that even honey can't compare

My own creation with love
How my arms ache to hold
Anyone one of you

But the love story I want
Does not exist
And
I don't know
If we will ever meet

I pray to God
To keep you guys safe
Until it's time

But I can feel my clock ticking and giving

A mother who lacks our love.
My tears of fear
My loneliness coming back to haunt me

No matter
I will protect y'all
No matter the price
Till tooth and nail

I am a mother after all.
and know maybe the audience might know me a bit better

I just believe in blind love
With no reason
Or logic

It's part of who I am.

Love  
Mama