Scripts (Purinz)

Script 15: Take another shot

"I guess so. All I knew while she was gone was that I missed her."

Yunjin gulps down the lump in her throat and hopes she can swallow her feelings along with it.

"..Do you..." Yunjin closes her eyes tightly. She wanted to know if she really wanted to ask Chaewon such a question.

She figured that if Chaewon answered her honestly then maybe Yunjin would finally be able to decide if she wanted to give up on Kim Chaewon entirely.

"Do you hate me?"

The question was so sudden. It wasn't what Chaewon was expecting from a drunk Yunjin.

Maybe she wasn't that drunk... maybe she just felt dizzy.

Chaewon has a hard time trying to answer but she forces herself to.

"I do." A little less.

Chaewon doesn't say that, though. She keeps it to herself. As long as she has yet to find out what she truly feels about Yunjin, she will never tell her.

But that's when Yunjin's tears started to fall. She didn't know how to make it stop, her tears just kept falling and she couldn't stop herself from crying.

"So you do..." she mutters.

"I do. I hate you. Because of what you did, you ruined a part of me so badly. Every time I make a mistake, I think of you. Every time I know I will make a huge mistake, it will always be you there, at the back of my mind... and I'm so sick of it." Chaewon says all of it so honestly.

Yunjin wipes her tears using her arm and she tries not to sob in front of Chaewon. But in all honesty, she could care less if Chaewon saw her crying.

"I'm sorry..." Yunjin mumbles.

"I don't forgive you."

"I know..."

"I don't forgive you. I don't know if I'll be able to forgive you. You think you're all that, you think you're so great at everything just because people tell you that you are. You act like you own the place... you act so smug it physically hurts to see you walking around. How dare you tell me that I'm not fit to be in the theater club and that I'm not good enough and I won't make it in this industry when you already had a name for yourself when you transferred to this university!"

Yunjin's bottom lip quivered as tears kept falling. Her head was starting to hurt, probably due to the amount of alcohol she drank and the little amount of sleep she got.

"You're an asshole. You ruined theater for me and you weren't even here anymore to know it! And now you come back acting all different and-" Chaewon choked on her own tears.

Yunjin hadn't even noticed that she was crying, too. She rushes to cup Chaewon's face in hopes of making her feel better but she freezes when she feels Yunjin's hand on her skin.

The taller girl watched as Chaewon's tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. Her eyes were red and she had her eyes closed tight.

"I hate you so much and yet-..." Chaewon sobs.

"I'm sorry..."

"Why did you have to change? It's harder for me to hate you when you act gentle... when you act like you care... when you start to show me that you pay attention... it's not fair, Huh Yunjin."

Suddenly Yunjin had lost a little bit of the tipsiness that she felt earlier and her vision no longer wobbled and she could stand up properly without getting dizzy.

"Stop trying to make me feel the same things that..." Chaewon doesn't get to finish her sentence as she pulls away and wipes her tears with her hand.

Yunjin may have sobered up a bit but she couldn't understand what Chaewon was trying to say to her. So she takes a step back as Chaewon wipes her own tears.